Ok, sorry for not writing مزید sooner but I wasn't home! Ok... so thanks to patrisha727 for the help...
Thanks to Emmett4ever as always for that first push...
And thanks to everyone for the support...
"Daniel's POV"
I'll wait for you... I promised آپ that, I promised myself that and I'm keeping my promise... But, please, find a way to let me know that آپ are all right...
Find a way to keep my hope up...
I staied ہوم for three days... Waiting for any letter from her. I just needed to know that she was safe...
I never went down, unless for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I hadn't talk to my father since our argument, and, altough, he tried to communicate I just couldn't bring myself to forgive him.
Suddenly, I heard knock on the door, ansious for any news of Catherine I got up and almost run to the door...
"Are there any letters for me?" I asked to my surprised mother.
"Ohh I'm sorry, Daniel, but there aren't any... I just came to your room because Charles is downstairs and asked to talk to you." My mother said.
Charles was my best friend since chilhood, but until I got any news from her I just couldn't bring myself to talk to anyone.
"Could you, please, tell him that I'm not getting any visits?" I knew my mother wouldn't let this go. She couldn't stand seeing me like this, it hurted her almost as much as it did me.
"Please, Daniel! You've been locked here for three days. I know that she will write to you, but آپ can't be locked here until she does. Go out with Charles, if any letter from her arrives I will bring it to your room and when آپ get back آپ can read it." I knew that she was serious and I couldn't see her hurting so I got up and went downstairs to Charles.
"Hey, there. I was thinking we could go for a walk. What do آپ say, mate?" Charles asked. He was happy to see me. He had try, during these three days, to make me come and talk to him; and now I was here.
"Sounds great, Charles" I answered.
We got out of the house and started walking. I didn't knew where we were going but Charles seemed to know so I just followed him... We walked in silence for a few منٹ until Charles broke the silence:
"How are you? I know that آپ probably don't want to talk about it, but if آپ do... آپ know I'm here for آپ right?"
"I know! It's just that my father doesn't understand, آپ know? He wants me to let her go... To continue my life like I never met her, like all those moments with her were nothing... I can't do that!"I tried to stay calm, but I had been angry with my dad for a while now, so سے طرف کی the end of the sentence I was almost screaming.
"I get that... I couldn't imagine my life without Beatrix. She's everything to me!" Charles and Beatrix were together for almost as long as me and Catherine, we thought that it would be fun to introduce the two of them. I had already met Beatrix, her best friend, and she had already met Charles, so one دن we arranged for them to meet.
It was like love at first sight. They had been together since and fortunatly for them, their parents accepted their love.
"You're lucky... I wish my dad would get it! How would he feel if someone told him that my mother had to go to another country and that he couldn't see her? I just need her to find a way to talk to me, to send me something, I just need to know she's safe." I did my best to controle myself and this time I didn't scream.
"I know, but she will get it! Maybe she already sent a letter, but آپ know that it takes time for male to get here from Europe! We're here..." I wanted to believe that, I wanted to get ہوم and have a letter from her waiting for me; but... wait what did he meant سے طرف کی "We're here"?, I looked around and I realised that we were at the park where we used to get together with our friends. They were all here, waiting for us, I didn't know why but I was a bit happy to see them. It was like old times, the only difference was that she wasn't there. But I had promised her that I would be with our دوستوں for both of us... I couldn't promise that I would laugh like she had ask me but I would be with them... That would help with the sadness, یا at least I hoped for that!
We spent all time together, just relaxing, enjoying each others company. I enjoyed it, I hadn't been with them for too long and I was sorry for that... I wished that they would forgive me, and for my satisfaction they did. I couldn't have asked for better friends, she had left me such good people to help me and for that I was really thankfull to her!
As the night started to come I went home, Charles asked me if I wanted him to come with me but I told him it wasn't necessary. I needed to think... Think about life, about my father, about her letter, about her...
She had asked me to be with her parents, to make them see how much I loved her, but right now I hated them so much that I couldn't even see their faces. I needed to talk to my father, I couldn't stay mad with him forever, I couldn't let this come between us...
I got ہوم and it was empty, but I didn't care, I ran to my room and oppened the door...
Right in that سیکنڈ I thank my mother, she had kept her promise. Right on سب, سب سے اوپر of my بستر there was a letter. I looked at the تاریخ and it was dated of three days ago, it took three days to get here, but it came... I ripped it open and started to read it:
"Angel of my forever...
It seems that it's been an eternity since we last talked, since I last saw your beautiful face...
I see your face every سیکنڈ of the دن in mind but I can not make justice to your beauty...
Send me all the angels in heaven and I'll still look for آپ in the meadle of the crowd...
آپ must be thinking how I'm writing to you, so I'll let آپ know that my aunt is a saint. She's allowing me to write to you, I couldn't have asked for better. I might be traped in hell, because آپ are not with me, but at least I can take confort on the fact that I can communicate with you, my love...
So much to say but I don't have words to put it...
Know that I love you, that آپ are always in my دل and that we WILL be together soon enough...
Putting Beethoven's words into my heart:
...Remain my true, only treasure, my all as I am yours...
As always:
Remain mine forever... Remain in my heart...
I'm forever yours... You're forever mine...
Shine for me, lead me back to you....
Love, Catherine"
I was so thankfull... To her aunt, to her, to the world... I had my love back, I had my hope back!
Hope آپ like it:D
Thanks to Emmett4ever as always for that first push...
And thanks to everyone for the support...
"Daniel's POV"
I'll wait for you... I promised آپ that, I promised myself that and I'm keeping my promise... But, please, find a way to let me know that آپ are all right...
Find a way to keep my hope up...
I staied ہوم for three days... Waiting for any letter from her. I just needed to know that she was safe...
I never went down, unless for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I hadn't talk to my father since our argument, and, altough, he tried to communicate I just couldn't bring myself to forgive him.
Suddenly, I heard knock on the door, ansious for any news of Catherine I got up and almost run to the door...
"Are there any letters for me?" I asked to my surprised mother.
"Ohh I'm sorry, Daniel, but there aren't any... I just came to your room because Charles is downstairs and asked to talk to you." My mother said.
Charles was my best friend since chilhood, but until I got any news from her I just couldn't bring myself to talk to anyone.
"Could you, please, tell him that I'm not getting any visits?" I knew my mother wouldn't let this go. She couldn't stand seeing me like this, it hurted her almost as much as it did me.
"Please, Daniel! You've been locked here for three days. I know that she will write to you, but آپ can't be locked here until she does. Go out with Charles, if any letter from her arrives I will bring it to your room and when آپ get back آپ can read it." I knew that she was serious and I couldn't see her hurting so I got up and went downstairs to Charles.
"Hey, there. I was thinking we could go for a walk. What do آپ say, mate?" Charles asked. He was happy to see me. He had try, during these three days, to make me come and talk to him; and now I was here.
"Sounds great, Charles" I answered.
We got out of the house and started walking. I didn't knew where we were going but Charles seemed to know so I just followed him... We walked in silence for a few منٹ until Charles broke the silence:
"How are you? I know that آپ probably don't want to talk about it, but if آپ do... آپ know I'm here for آپ right?"
"I know! It's just that my father doesn't understand, آپ know? He wants me to let her go... To continue my life like I never met her, like all those moments with her were nothing... I can't do that!"I tried to stay calm, but I had been angry with my dad for a while now, so سے طرف کی the end of the sentence I was almost screaming.
"I get that... I couldn't imagine my life without Beatrix. She's everything to me!" Charles and Beatrix were together for almost as long as me and Catherine, we thought that it would be fun to introduce the two of them. I had already met Beatrix, her best friend, and she had already met Charles, so one دن we arranged for them to meet.
It was like love at first sight. They had been together since and fortunatly for them, their parents accepted their love.
"You're lucky... I wish my dad would get it! How would he feel if someone told him that my mother had to go to another country and that he couldn't see her? I just need her to find a way to talk to me, to send me something, I just need to know she's safe." I did my best to controle myself and this time I didn't scream.
"I know, but she will get it! Maybe she already sent a letter, but آپ know that it takes time for male to get here from Europe! We're here..." I wanted to believe that, I wanted to get ہوم and have a letter from her waiting for me; but... wait what did he meant سے طرف کی "We're here"?, I looked around and I realised that we were at the park where we used to get together with our friends. They were all here, waiting for us, I didn't know why but I was a bit happy to see them. It was like old times, the only difference was that she wasn't there. But I had promised her that I would be with our دوستوں for both of us... I couldn't promise that I would laugh like she had ask me but I would be with them... That would help with the sadness, یا at least I hoped for that!
We spent all time together, just relaxing, enjoying each others company. I enjoyed it, I hadn't been with them for too long and I was sorry for that... I wished that they would forgive me, and for my satisfaction they did. I couldn't have asked for better friends, she had left me such good people to help me and for that I was really thankfull to her!
As the night started to come I went home, Charles asked me if I wanted him to come with me but I told him it wasn't necessary. I needed to think... Think about life, about my father, about her letter, about her...
She had asked me to be with her parents, to make them see how much I loved her, but right now I hated them so much that I couldn't even see their faces. I needed to talk to my father, I couldn't stay mad with him forever, I couldn't let this come between us...
I got ہوم and it was empty, but I didn't care, I ran to my room and oppened the door...
Right in that سیکنڈ I thank my mother, she had kept her promise. Right on سب, سب سے اوپر of my بستر there was a letter. I looked at the تاریخ and it was dated of three days ago, it took three days to get here, but it came... I ripped it open and started to read it:
"Angel of my forever...
It seems that it's been an eternity since we last talked, since I last saw your beautiful face...
I see your face every سیکنڈ of the دن in mind but I can not make justice to your beauty...
Send me all the angels in heaven and I'll still look for آپ in the meadle of the crowd...
آپ must be thinking how I'm writing to you, so I'll let آپ know that my aunt is a saint. She's allowing me to write to you, I couldn't have asked for better. I might be traped in hell, because آپ are not with me, but at least I can take confort on the fact that I can communicate with you, my love...
So much to say but I don't have words to put it...
Know that I love you, that آپ are always in my دل and that we WILL be together soon enough...
Putting Beethoven's words into my heart:
...Remain my true, only treasure, my all as I am yours...
As always:
Remain mine forever... Remain in my heart...
I'm forever yours... You're forever mine...
Shine for me, lead me back to you....
Love, Catherine"
I was so thankfull... To her aunt, to her, to the world... I had my love back, I had my hope back!
Hope آپ like it:D
I felt them start to build up
As soon as I saw him
I put on a happy face for my mom
Because she doesn’t know
That he broke my heart
She didn’t know that I balled my eyes out
She hasn’t realized that I’ve withdrawn
He says he wants us to be friends
I could barely hold them back
He asked if I understood
And I do
But that doesn’t stop the pain and anger
I blink back the tears
And realize that I was starting to put a shield up
My shield of anger
I feel the tears
As I pray
That God will help me this time
So I don’t isolate myself again
And don’t lose myself
Tears……
They come and I can’t stop them
I hate them
They are a weakness
and I can’t stop them
As soon as I saw him
I put on a happy face for my mom
Because she doesn’t know
That he broke my heart
She didn’t know that I balled my eyes out
She hasn’t realized that I’ve withdrawn
He says he wants us to be friends
I could barely hold them back
He asked if I understood
And I do
But that doesn’t stop the pain and anger
I blink back the tears
And realize that I was starting to put a shield up
My shield of anger
I feel the tears
As I pray
That God will help me this time
So I don’t isolate myself again
And don’t lose myself
Tears……
They come and I can’t stop them
I hate them
They are a weakness
and I can’t stop them
No sun--no moon!
No morn--no noon!
No dawn--no dusk--no proper time of day--
No sky--no earthly view--
No distance looking blue--
No road--no street--
No "t'other side the way"--
No end to any Row--
No indications where the Crescents go--
No سب, سب سے اوپر to any steeple--
No recognitions of familiar people--
No courtesies for دکھانا 'em--
No knowing 'em!
No mail--no post--
No news from any foreign coast--
No park--no ring--no afternoon gentility--
No company--no nobility--
No warmth, no cheerfulness, no healthful ease,
No comfortable feel in any member--
No shade, no shine, no butterflies, no bees,
No fruits, no flowers, no leaves, no birds,
November!
No morn--no noon!
No dawn--no dusk--no proper time of day--
No sky--no earthly view--
No distance looking blue--
No road--no street--
No "t'other side the way"--
No end to any Row--
No indications where the Crescents go--
No سب, سب سے اوپر to any steeple--
No recognitions of familiar people--
No courtesies for دکھانا 'em--
No knowing 'em!
No mail--no post--
No news from any foreign coast--
No park--no ring--no afternoon gentility--
No company--no nobility--
No warmth, no cheerfulness, no healthful ease,
No comfortable feel in any member--
No shade, no shine, no butterflies, no bees,
No fruits, no flowers, no leaves, no birds,
November!
