Chapter 7: powers
My head hurt to much I just wished to die I think it was worse than the venom that spread in a humans body to change it to a vampire as my old vamp friend Kayla told me how painful it was for her. i wanted to scream and make the pain less سے طرف کی screaming it out but my mouth didn’t obey me I tried to اقدام my hands, legs but they wouldn’t اقدام to it was like I was paralyzed my breathing got harder I needed مزید air then someone touched my forehead and brushed my cheeks going down to my breasts…. thats what Damien always does! What's happening? is he doing this to me he likes enjoying my pain?
-my dear Bella….
Then he kissed my lips still brushing my cheeks. ugh! I hate him i would never let him touch me! Now his kissing me while I'm paralyzed! I swear when I get back to normal I will kick his ass! Then I realized my headache was gone. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah that's better it was killing me I opened my eyes and saw Damien looking me in the eyes and smiling, I smiled back at him against my will, what what's wrong with me? I wanted to slap him but my hands weren’t obeying me I closed my eyes again hoping I would get back to normal but it work when I opened my eyes I saw Damien still starring at me his eyes were full of love that I didn’t need یا wanted I hated him
-what's wrong with me?
I half shouted and he flinched
-nothing is wrong with آپ my darling
He half smiled and touched my lips I wanted to push him away but I couldn’t I could call all the five elements
-elements………………….
then my mouth shut I couldn’t open it what the….
-no no no, no cheating u want to push me away bells and u cant?
I wanted to talk and open my mouth but I couldn’t It was locked
-well Bella I gave u a chance to choose me and love me with your own will but u just ignored me for a 100 years! I just couldn’t sit around not having آپ یا feeling آپ in my arms like I always dreamed! u didn’t give me a chance so I went through all are ancient history trying to find a spell to make آپ love me but I found something better to have u mine forever. Although i would loved to find the spell to make u in love with me, but there wasn’t any. So I unlocked my other two gifts, it was hard but worth it to have u, in the end.
Oh no this isn’t good! He unlocked his other 2 gifts this means his stronger than me probably his using his gift on me now and enjoying it! that little jack ass! i opened my mouth wow I can open my mouth!
-what are your gifts?
I asked a little scared of what he was going to answer me
-well I'm flattered u asked me, as u already know I could capture souls except yours and آپ vampire friends. and now as u could see I can make u do whatever I want, like you’re my living puppet!
Then I stood up against my will ,Damien was doing this to me. and I sat on his lap, hugged his neck and and started kissing him on the lips, ewwwwww ewww ewww I cant believe I'm kissing him! Its so disgusting. then I pulled away and smiled at him, oh come on! Why should I smile at this moron!
-I like this gift its so useful! And my last gift as u experienced as well I could give u bad headaches it like lightening crashing through your head.
-so I'm gonna be your living puppet forever even though u know that I don’t love u and never will?
This is stupid I even told this to him the first time I saw him, i was 16 and living with my parents in a big قلعہ my dad was the king of whole England, one دن I was sitting in the garden reading a book when I really beautiful boy same age as me came and sat اگلے to me he smiled at me and told me his name we talked for hours told each other everything from that دن he was my friend my best friend apparently this wasn’t enough for him he tried to make me marry him but I loved someone else ERICK.
-yes u will and I believe after a few years u WILL fall in love with me cause u have no other choice
He smiled at me again
-why are u doing this? u can find someone that is willing to be with u forever rather making me to be with u!
-from the first time I saw u in the castles garden I fell in love with u just the way your hair formed around your shoulders…….how your beautiful dress formed your flawless body, when آپ looked at me it all just began, my love for
-awwww that's so sweet!
Ok that was weird I just told him awwww that's so sweet on my own will but it kind of was just the way he کہا it but still I hate him and nothing is going to change that even the fact that I'm going to kill his mother there's an eclipse in 3 months…..
-u see your falling in live with me!
He کہا all happy his eyes were glowing with happiness and love. Ewwwww
-no I'm not!
I objected and stood up from his laps I hadn’t realized I was still sitting there
-and can u plz not control me all the time?
-no
-what?
-no, cause I know u will escape from me
-I wont
-yeah like I could believer that!
-I cant believe you! freak!
I was frowning when he rushed سے طرف کی my side and smoothed my frowning forehead with his finger and leaned a kiss on my lips I hugged him and kissed him as hard as I could against my will then when he was finished I pulled away
-will u stop kissing me?
-why should i? I was dreaming of this دن for a 100 years now I'm not letting u go
He brushed my hair and smiled oh god why me? Why? My life wasn’t perfect before now his making it worse!
-can I take a شاور without u controlling me?
-well yes, but u should know u cant escape from me
He gave me a meaning full look and turned on the TV
I took all my cloths off and hopped in the شاور aaah that's better I massaged my temples and washed my hair then I grabbed my light blue towel and wrapped it around me when I entered to my room I found Damien lying on my بستر smiling like always
-get out!
I shouted at him
-woah, why so angry?
-cause your controlling me and making me be in love with u and now your lying on my بستر maybe expecting I would get naked in front of you! No way get out!
I pointed to the door
He stood up and walked towards me his hands wrapped around my waist his warm lips touched my forehead then my shoulder
-you will soon
Then he disappeared from my room
-never never never!
I shouted after him
-at least not with my own will!
I shouted again and stomped to my closet to wear something I grabbed my pj and wore it as fast as I could and got out of my room to Eat something when I got out of my room a strong scent hit me, roses?
I followed the scent that lead me to the dinning room and went in Damien was sitting behind the table, there was candles and a bouquet of roses on it, my پسندیدہ flower
-sit
Damien demanded and I sat in front of him he served me رات کے کھانے, شام کا کھانا then we talked about the past I tried to get up and run away from him but he was controlling me know it was too late
My head hurt to much I just wished to die I think it was worse than the venom that spread in a humans body to change it to a vampire as my old vamp friend Kayla told me how painful it was for her. i wanted to scream and make the pain less سے طرف کی screaming it out but my mouth didn’t obey me I tried to اقدام my hands, legs but they wouldn’t اقدام to it was like I was paralyzed my breathing got harder I needed مزید air then someone touched my forehead and brushed my cheeks going down to my breasts…. thats what Damien always does! What's happening? is he doing this to me he likes enjoying my pain?
-my dear Bella….
Then he kissed my lips still brushing my cheeks. ugh! I hate him i would never let him touch me! Now his kissing me while I'm paralyzed! I swear when I get back to normal I will kick his ass! Then I realized my headache was gone. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah that's better it was killing me I opened my eyes and saw Damien looking me in the eyes and smiling, I smiled back at him against my will, what what's wrong with me? I wanted to slap him but my hands weren’t obeying me I closed my eyes again hoping I would get back to normal but it work when I opened my eyes I saw Damien still starring at me his eyes were full of love that I didn’t need یا wanted I hated him
-what's wrong with me?
I half shouted and he flinched
-nothing is wrong with آپ my darling
He half smiled and touched my lips I wanted to push him away but I couldn’t I could call all the five elements
-elements………………….
then my mouth shut I couldn’t open it what the….
-no no no, no cheating u want to push me away bells and u cant?
I wanted to talk and open my mouth but I couldn’t It was locked
-well Bella I gave u a chance to choose me and love me with your own will but u just ignored me for a 100 years! I just couldn’t sit around not having آپ یا feeling آپ in my arms like I always dreamed! u didn’t give me a chance so I went through all are ancient history trying to find a spell to make آپ love me but I found something better to have u mine forever. Although i would loved to find the spell to make u in love with me, but there wasn’t any. So I unlocked my other two gifts, it was hard but worth it to have u, in the end.
Oh no this isn’t good! He unlocked his other 2 gifts this means his stronger than me probably his using his gift on me now and enjoying it! that little jack ass! i opened my mouth wow I can open my mouth!
-what are your gifts?
I asked a little scared of what he was going to answer me
-well I'm flattered u asked me, as u already know I could capture souls except yours and آپ vampire friends. and now as u could see I can make u do whatever I want, like you’re my living puppet!
Then I stood up against my will ,Damien was doing this to me. and I sat on his lap, hugged his neck and and started kissing him on the lips, ewwwwww ewww ewww I cant believe I'm kissing him! Its so disgusting. then I pulled away and smiled at him, oh come on! Why should I smile at this moron!
-I like this gift its so useful! And my last gift as u experienced as well I could give u bad headaches it like lightening crashing through your head.
-so I'm gonna be your living puppet forever even though u know that I don’t love u and never will?
This is stupid I even told this to him the first time I saw him, i was 16 and living with my parents in a big قلعہ my dad was the king of whole England, one دن I was sitting in the garden reading a book when I really beautiful boy same age as me came and sat اگلے to me he smiled at me and told me his name we talked for hours told each other everything from that دن he was my friend my best friend apparently this wasn’t enough for him he tried to make me marry him but I loved someone else ERICK.
-yes u will and I believe after a few years u WILL fall in love with me cause u have no other choice
He smiled at me again
-why are u doing this? u can find someone that is willing to be with u forever rather making me to be with u!
-from the first time I saw u in the castles garden I fell in love with u just the way your hair formed around your shoulders…….how your beautiful dress formed your flawless body, when آپ looked at me it all just began, my love for
-awwww that's so sweet!
Ok that was weird I just told him awwww that's so sweet on my own will but it kind of was just the way he کہا it but still I hate him and nothing is going to change that even the fact that I'm going to kill his mother there's an eclipse in 3 months…..
-u see your falling in live with me!
He کہا all happy his eyes were glowing with happiness and love. Ewwwww
-no I'm not!
I objected and stood up from his laps I hadn’t realized I was still sitting there
-and can u plz not control me all the time?
-no
-what?
-no, cause I know u will escape from me
-I wont
-yeah like I could believer that!
-I cant believe you! freak!
I was frowning when he rushed سے طرف کی my side and smoothed my frowning forehead with his finger and leaned a kiss on my lips I hugged him and kissed him as hard as I could against my will then when he was finished I pulled away
-will u stop kissing me?
-why should i? I was dreaming of this دن for a 100 years now I'm not letting u go
He brushed my hair and smiled oh god why me? Why? My life wasn’t perfect before now his making it worse!
-can I take a شاور without u controlling me?
-well yes, but u should know u cant escape from me
He gave me a meaning full look and turned on the TV
I took all my cloths off and hopped in the شاور aaah that's better I massaged my temples and washed my hair then I grabbed my light blue towel and wrapped it around me when I entered to my room I found Damien lying on my بستر smiling like always
-get out!
I shouted at him
-woah, why so angry?
-cause your controlling me and making me be in love with u and now your lying on my بستر maybe expecting I would get naked in front of you! No way get out!
I pointed to the door
He stood up and walked towards me his hands wrapped around my waist his warm lips touched my forehead then my shoulder
-you will soon
Then he disappeared from my room
-never never never!
I shouted after him
-at least not with my own will!
I shouted again and stomped to my closet to wear something I grabbed my pj and wore it as fast as I could and got out of my room to Eat something when I got out of my room a strong scent hit me, roses?
I followed the scent that lead me to the dinning room and went in Damien was sitting behind the table, there was candles and a bouquet of roses on it, my پسندیدہ flower
-sit
Damien demanded and I sat in front of him he served me رات کے کھانے, شام کا کھانا then we talked about the past I tried to get up and run away from him but he was controlling me know it was too late
I NEED inspiration for this book. I cant say why, because it will ruin the last book but the school has been rebuilt,and theres a new gardening class, and Haru-Kun, Kariko-Kun, and Shimura-Chan are falling into love, could Kariko finaly fall for Haru, یا could it be Haikuga-Kun? Haru could have his دل torn into pieces, یا turned into gold. And Shimura, being the only lesbian in the school could have problems with love too. Karuga-Chan (a new character introduced as a Japenese girl found lying on the ساحل سمندر, بیچ after a violent storm) changes all of that. Life when thrive this سال in Dojenskei Koukou (Dojenskei High School). All these سوالات and مزید will be answered in the garden of Hinjou, the Garden Classroom. Be waiting, Both the first chapter of the first and سیکنڈ book are being worked on. (PLEASE give me good names for the third and fourht book, and the main name for the سیکنڈ series, such as Burning Passion Book One: The Flame. (oo, I might use that) Byes!)
The Man With No Eyes Collection (6): Dream
A crystallized life, on the bright TV screen,
But I’ve finally broken away from the dream,
And into the warm embrace of your esteem.
The stage that I left disappears from my mind,
Like suddenly being engulfed سے طرف کی sunshine,
I am truly alive, for the very first time,
All at once, let me sing, let me cry!
‘Til it bursts,
From my lungs, like a child,
Let me smile ‘til it hurts!
Let the blue of the morning
Strike my tearful eyes,
I still don’t know how,
I still don’t know why,
(I still fear this life may yet be a lie,)
But even if this world is the true dream, I want to play out this beautiful scene.
Here it is, the last in the Man With No Eyes Collection! I wanted to complete this on a pleasant note, give the guy some mercy.
A crystallized life, on the bright TV screen,
But I’ve finally broken away from the dream,
And into the warm embrace of your esteem.
The stage that I left disappears from my mind,
Like suddenly being engulfed سے طرف کی sunshine,
I am truly alive, for the very first time,
All at once, let me sing, let me cry!
‘Til it bursts,
From my lungs, like a child,
Let me smile ‘til it hurts!
Let the blue of the morning
Strike my tearful eyes,
I still don’t know how,
I still don’t know why,
(I still fear this life may yet be a lie,)
But even if this world is the true dream, I want to play out this beautiful scene.
Here it is, the last in the Man With No Eyes Collection! I wanted to complete this on a pleasant note, give the guy some mercy.
The noise,
buzzing and buzzing in my ears.
It's just not right,
آپ think آپ are so bright,
saying آپ buzz because آپ care.
But it's so unfair.
I don't need your concern,
the best way آپ can دکھائیں آپ care,
is to leave me alone.
Why can't آپ understand?
Have آپ tried to understand?
Do I really expect آپ to understand?
This is not a teenage problem,
the excuse آپ uses so often,
This is about my freedom.
آپ think I don't know anything,
آپ think I am naive and innocent.
But things are so different.
آپ think because آپ are older,
آپ know مزید than we do,
That’s not true.
The world has changed,
We are not the fairy tales that sing,
we are the ones who could take our lives in a blink.
No, آپ are lying to yourself,
blocking the truth that would make آپ knelt
buzzing and buzzing in my ears.
It's just not right,
آپ think آپ are so bright,
saying آپ buzz because آپ care.
But it's so unfair.
I don't need your concern,
the best way آپ can دکھائیں آپ care,
is to leave me alone.
Why can't آپ understand?
Have آپ tried to understand?
Do I really expect آپ to understand?
This is not a teenage problem,
the excuse آپ uses so often,
This is about my freedom.
آپ think I don't know anything,
آپ think I am naive and innocent.
But things are so different.
آپ think because آپ are older,
آپ know مزید than we do,
That’s not true.
The world has changed,
We are not the fairy tales that sing,
we are the ones who could take our lives in a blink.
No, آپ are lying to yourself,
blocking the truth that would make آپ knelt
I look out
Into the crowd
Looking for you
Hoping to see you
I search
And search
But can’t find
Your face
In all the crowd
The one person
I wanted to see
I couldn’t see
I was left
With my disappointment
As I begin to think
Of all the times
You’ve broken your word
But then
I should have known
آپ never stayed
Unless آپ profited
آپ never were
A real dad
Never has been
Never will
I look out
In the crowd
Hoping against hope
That آپ will be there
But I shouldn't even bother
I'm a nobody
Someone آپ never loved
Someone آپ don't even know
Maybe someday
I'll learn
That all I get from you
Is broken promises
Half truths
And utter disappointments
So now I say good bye to it all
The hurt and anger
My disappointment
And you
Into the crowd
Looking for you
Hoping to see you
I search
And search
But can’t find
Your face
In all the crowd
The one person
I wanted to see
I couldn’t see
I was left
With my disappointment
As I begin to think
Of all the times
You’ve broken your word
But then
I should have known
آپ never stayed
Unless آپ profited
آپ never were
A real dad
Never has been
Never will
I look out
In the crowd
Hoping against hope
That آپ will be there
But I shouldn't even bother
I'm a nobody
Someone آپ never loved
Someone آپ don't even know
Maybe someday
I'll learn
That all I get from you
Is broken promises
Half truths
And utter disappointments
So now I say good bye to it all
The hurt and anger
My disappointment
And you
"You'll never get the secret from me!" The monsters' eyes gleamed. They wanted me to yell. It was a sign of my weakening resolve. I lowered my voice. "The secret is worthless to آپ unless آپ know where they are. Without them, you'll be trapped." None of us in the small chamber knew who was bluffing and who wasn't.
"We will get the secrets. Do not worry about that. Your 'friends' helped us مزید than they could realize," a large black…thing said. Its eyes gleamed yellow. Not yellow like the sun, but yellow like the foulest thing ever seen. Another spoke up.
"What is in this case? آپ act like it contains something of value. Is the secret in there?"
"That's for me to know, and آپ to spend the rest of your lives guessing. The secret is going back where it belongs. Tonight. Once it's there, it will be forever beyond your reach."
And that is where I stop. If I get at least ten favorable comments, I'll write more. And be honest.
"We will get the secrets. Do not worry about that. Your 'friends' helped us مزید than they could realize," a large black…thing said. Its eyes gleamed yellow. Not yellow like the sun, but yellow like the foulest thing ever seen. Another spoke up.
"What is in this case? آپ act like it contains something of value. Is the secret in there?"
"That's for me to know, and آپ to spend the rest of your lives guessing. The secret is going back where it belongs. Tonight. Once it's there, it will be forever beyond your reach."
And that is where I stop. If I get at least ten favorable comments, I'll write more. And be honest.
Dear diary
Today was my first تاریخ with Oisin. It is kind-of wierd going out with your best friend. So, we went to ڈن, اڑانا Drum shopping centre. Then we went to see a movie, and then headed over to hes place. Then Olivia called and asked to go round to talk about girl stuff. I gave Oisin a little kiss good-bye. Olivia was worrying that Sean might be cheating on her. I didn't know what to say.
Lucy xx
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Today was my first تاریخ with Oisin. It is kind-of wierd going out with your best friend. So, we went to ڈن, اڑانا Drum shopping centre. Then we went to see a movie, and then headed over to hes place. Then Olivia called and asked to go round to talk about girl stuff. I gave Oisin a little kiss good-bye. Olivia was worrying that Sean might be cheating on her. I didn't know what to say.
Lucy xx
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