"No, NO"! I was having that dream, the one were my best friend drowned last summer. I was eight years old when I went to summer camp I didn't want to go but my mom کہا that it would be a good experience for me. Mrs. Jackson signed Jamie up, Jamie Jackson was and forever will be my best friend. When it was time to go to camp, we sat on the bus together, A couple of the girls from our school went too. They started to pick on me, and Jamie defended me.Towards the last دن of summer camp the girls dared Me and Jamie to jump into the lake, I backed out, but Jamie took the dare.
"It's the only way, if i do this they'll stop talking about us". I looked at Jamie with tears in my eyes, "Jamie don't do this". She looked back at me and sighed "Fine, lets just go", I could tell that she was mad, but she doesn't like to see anyone cry. Kelly the girl in charge pushed Jamie in,"ha ha ha", she laughed, they walked away."Jamie, Jamie"! I looked around, but it was to late.
When they got to her, she was already dead, i cried they called her mother and we cried together, that was the worst memory, I have ever had, The dream switched. I was ten and I heard yelling from down stairs, "How could آپ cheat on me", came loud and clear from up stairs,I could barely make out what my dad said, but it sounded like, "we...Spend...Time", something broke مزید yelling was going on. The front door slammed, I walked down stairs.
My mom was crying, "Mommy", I کہا she didn't look up, I taped on her shoulder and she looked up, she offered me a smile, "what are آپ doing up sweetie"? I looked at her and gave her a hug, "mom,I love you", I gave her a hug. The dream changed yet aging, to the دن when my baby brother died.
It was a Friday afternoon, and my brother was playing ball in the front yard, I was sopose to be watching him, and on thing lead to another, and his ball ran in to the street, he ran after it, and اگلے thing آپ knew a car came by, "Bry-", i ran out side but I was to late.
I jerked right up, I was breathing hard, those were my worst memory's I turned on my back and screamed into my pillow. I got up and walked to my sisters room, she was sound asleep. I checked on my mom too, the same result. Even my cat, Bubbles was asleep. I went down stairs and looked at the clock, only four hours until time to get up.
There was some movement up stairs and then my mom popped her head out, "Jenny, what are آپ doing up"? I smiled and shock my head, "oh mom آپ know, how much i love to wake up early", it was true i don't like to sleep.
My mom sighed and gave me a hug "oh, Jenny,Jenny, Jenny" I laughed and smiled "oh mom, mom,mom,mom". she rolled her eyes, "Happy birthday Jen, I love you". My mom went up stairs, in case آپ didn't know my name, I'm Jenny Renae Williams.
I am sixteen years old today, I looked in the mirror nothing changed. I still look like the same old Jenny, I still had my big round brown eyes, My big 'ol smile and my frizz blond hair. My alarm rung and I shut it off, after I took my شاور and got dress there was a knock on the door. "someone's in here" i said. NO one answered, "Paige"! I waited a سیکنڈ for Paige's answer and when she did she was in her room, Paige is my sister, we adopted her, she is ten years old, she has سٹرابیری, اسٹرابیری blond hair and brown eyes. The knocking stopped and i rolled my eyes, "never mine".
I was just about to wash my face when I heard a faint "help me", I jumped, and almost cried when i saw, well heard were it was coming from. There was a girl curled up in the tub it was full of water. At first I thought it was a dream, but then she کہا it aging "Help me" she said.
I went towards the tub and she turned her face towards me it was Jamie, I gasped, "No, NO"! she looked at me, "help me", I backed up, Jamie looked at me aging, "help me"! "NO, NO your not real"! I yelled, your dead, she looked at me. "Go away", I told her, "Help me", Jamie said, Then she was gone. I ran out the bathroom, right in to Paige , Paige looked at me.
" what's wrong"? she smiled آپ look like آپ seen a ghost, I laughed and then looked at the bathroom did I see a ghost? I went to my room. and there was something in the corner, It was a five سال old boy, "Bryson"! He turned at the sound of his mane, he was bleeding , I looked at him, "help me", he said.
"How"? I cried out, "your dead", I cried, then my mom came in Bryson left. "What's wrong sweetie", she came over and hugged me, I looked at her "I-I just saw B-B-Bryson". I choked on his name, my mom gave a sigh and stood up, "Jamie, don't do this". I blanked, "Wh-what", I couldn't stop shaking she looked at me, "I think your seeing things, maybe from lack of sleep". she was trying to be nice, she was trying not to tell me what she really thinks . "so, mom what your saying is that I'm crazy". My mom looked at me, "w-what, that's not what, I'm saying at all it's just lately آپ haven't been sleeping well, and..."
The door گھنٹی, بیل ranged I went down stairs, It was my اگلے door neighbor, Mark, "Hey Mark", he smiled, Mark is seventeen years old, he loves to play football and he has the skills for it. Mark has black hair and blue eyes, Mark pulled me in to a hug, "Happy birthday"! He pulled out a small box and handed it to me. I hugged him, "your the best"! He laughed , "Thank you, but the present is in side the box". I laughed and slapped him in the head, I opened the box, it was those earrings I saw at the mall, The دل shaped ones with the diamonds in bedded in it. "wow, Mark this must have cost a ton". He smiled "do آپ like it"?
"Duh"! "This is the best", He smiled "I'm glad آپ like it", I looked at him "Why did your get me this"? He looked at me, his blue eyes burning in to my heart, "because I love you". I stopped myself from rolling my eyes, "It's been years since that stuff happened to you", Mark said. "It's time for آپ to trust aging", he add I looked at him, "I-I can't, آپ know that", Mark sighed, he pulled me into his arms, "none of that was your fault", he whispered. I pulled away, "but-", I کہا , "but nothing" Mark stepped closer to me, "It's time to let go".
I fell in to his arms and he kissed me, he kissed my neck , my arm and my forehead he paused at my lips and leaned in, obviously giving me time to pull away. When I didn't his lips met min e, and in that سیکنڈ I let all the walls i built fall. I stood there for a سیکنڈ after we finished, Mark smiled and hugged me, "see, all آپ had to do was trust me".
My mom walked down the stairs and nodded to mark she looked at my earrings, and smiled, "What no neckles", my mom laughed and walked away, i knew she was hurting, because dad use to buy her stuff like this. Mark smiled and gave me a hug, "happy birthday Jen", I laughed, and we left for school.
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"It's the only way, if i do this they'll stop talking about us". I looked at Jamie with tears in my eyes, "Jamie don't do this". She looked back at me and sighed "Fine, lets just go", I could tell that she was mad, but she doesn't like to see anyone cry. Kelly the girl in charge pushed Jamie in,"ha ha ha", she laughed, they walked away."Jamie, Jamie"! I looked around, but it was to late.
When they got to her, she was already dead, i cried they called her mother and we cried together, that was the worst memory, I have ever had, The dream switched. I was ten and I heard yelling from down stairs, "How could آپ cheat on me", came loud and clear from up stairs,I could barely make out what my dad said, but it sounded like, "we...Spend...Time", something broke مزید yelling was going on. The front door slammed, I walked down stairs.
My mom was crying, "Mommy", I کہا she didn't look up, I taped on her shoulder and she looked up, she offered me a smile, "what are آپ doing up sweetie"? I looked at her and gave her a hug, "mom,I love you", I gave her a hug. The dream changed yet aging, to the دن when my baby brother died.
It was a Friday afternoon, and my brother was playing ball in the front yard, I was sopose to be watching him, and on thing lead to another, and his ball ran in to the street, he ran after it, and اگلے thing آپ knew a car came by, "Bry-", i ran out side but I was to late.
I jerked right up, I was breathing hard, those were my worst memory's I turned on my back and screamed into my pillow. I got up and walked to my sisters room, she was sound asleep. I checked on my mom too, the same result. Even my cat, Bubbles was asleep. I went down stairs and looked at the clock, only four hours until time to get up.
There was some movement up stairs and then my mom popped her head out, "Jenny, what are آپ doing up"? I smiled and shock my head, "oh mom آپ know, how much i love to wake up early", it was true i don't like to sleep.
My mom sighed and gave me a hug "oh, Jenny,Jenny, Jenny" I laughed and smiled "oh mom, mom,mom,mom". she rolled her eyes, "Happy birthday Jen, I love you". My mom went up stairs, in case آپ didn't know my name, I'm Jenny Renae Williams.
I am sixteen years old today, I looked in the mirror nothing changed. I still look like the same old Jenny, I still had my big round brown eyes, My big 'ol smile and my frizz blond hair. My alarm rung and I shut it off, after I took my شاور and got dress there was a knock on the door. "someone's in here" i said. NO one answered, "Paige"! I waited a سیکنڈ for Paige's answer and when she did she was in her room, Paige is my sister, we adopted her, she is ten years old, she has سٹرابیری, اسٹرابیری blond hair and brown eyes. The knocking stopped and i rolled my eyes, "never mine".
I was just about to wash my face when I heard a faint "help me", I jumped, and almost cried when i saw, well heard were it was coming from. There was a girl curled up in the tub it was full of water. At first I thought it was a dream, but then she کہا it aging "Help me" she said.
I went towards the tub and she turned her face towards me it was Jamie, I gasped, "No, NO"! she looked at me, "help me", I backed up, Jamie looked at me aging, "help me"! "NO, NO your not real"! I yelled, your dead, she looked at me. "Go away", I told her, "Help me", Jamie said, Then she was gone. I ran out the bathroom, right in to Paige , Paige looked at me.
" what's wrong"? she smiled آپ look like آپ seen a ghost, I laughed and then looked at the bathroom did I see a ghost? I went to my room. and there was something in the corner, It was a five سال old boy, "Bryson"! He turned at the sound of his mane, he was bleeding , I looked at him, "help me", he said.
"How"? I cried out, "your dead", I cried, then my mom came in Bryson left. "What's wrong sweetie", she came over and hugged me, I looked at her "I-I just saw B-B-Bryson". I choked on his name, my mom gave a sigh and stood up, "Jamie, don't do this". I blanked, "Wh-what", I couldn't stop shaking she looked at me, "I think your seeing things, maybe from lack of sleep". she was trying to be nice, she was trying not to tell me what she really thinks . "so, mom what your saying is that I'm crazy". My mom looked at me, "w-what, that's not what, I'm saying at all it's just lately آپ haven't been sleeping well, and..."
The door گھنٹی, بیل ranged I went down stairs, It was my اگلے door neighbor, Mark, "Hey Mark", he smiled, Mark is seventeen years old, he loves to play football and he has the skills for it. Mark has black hair and blue eyes, Mark pulled me in to a hug, "Happy birthday"! He pulled out a small box and handed it to me. I hugged him, "your the best"! He laughed , "Thank you, but the present is in side the box". I laughed and slapped him in the head, I opened the box, it was those earrings I saw at the mall, The دل shaped ones with the diamonds in bedded in it. "wow, Mark this must have cost a ton". He smiled "do آپ like it"?
"Duh"! "This is the best", He smiled "I'm glad آپ like it", I looked at him "Why did your get me this"? He looked at me, his blue eyes burning in to my heart, "because I love you". I stopped myself from rolling my eyes, "It's been years since that stuff happened to you", Mark said. "It's time for آپ to trust aging", he add I looked at him, "I-I can't, آپ know that", Mark sighed, he pulled me into his arms, "none of that was your fault", he whispered. I pulled away, "but-", I کہا , "but nothing" Mark stepped closer to me, "It's time to let go".
I fell in to his arms and he kissed me, he kissed my neck , my arm and my forehead he paused at my lips and leaned in, obviously giving me time to pull away. When I didn't his lips met min e, and in that سیکنڈ I let all the walls i built fall. I stood there for a سیکنڈ after we finished, Mark smiled and hugged me, "see, all آپ had to do was trust me".
My mom walked down the stairs and nodded to mark she looked at my earrings, and smiled, "What no neckles", my mom laughed and walked away, i knew she was hurting, because dad use to buy her stuff like this. Mark smiled and gave me a hug, "happy birthday Jen", I laughed, and we left for school.
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this is my first story that i made on here i'm still decideing if i want to make مزید of this book یا not i am still decideing on a tittle name.please do not hesitate to criticize i need it.thank آپ <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 I Taylor Ann Smith was not happy.I was very mad.How dare them! i thought angrily to myself.how dare them decide who i marry!.this all happened when i came down for breakfast."Good morning mother,good morning farther."i کہا happily.Mother was cooking eggs and ٹوسٹ while father was waiting."Hello darling"said Mother cheerfully as she sat a plate of eggs and ٹوسٹ in front of me."good morning taylor" farther answered. his plate."what's happening today?"i asked still eating."well.. mom started looked unconfertable...we decided who آپ were to marry"."What!" i cried almost chocking on my food.
Glance the other way
Rip your دل out
I just don't care anymore
You're useless
And uncaring
آپ know nothing!
Yet آپ pretend آپ do
You're a pretender
A pretender is just a liar in disguise
A pretender is a faker
A pretender hides
A pretender is a maker
Of the dark abyss
آپ told me once
I told آپ twice
Now what?
Do we forget the past?
Live for the future?
یا remember and continue on our path?
...Decisions...Decisions...
Left یا right?
Up یا down?
Wrong یا right?
Please give me the answer
For I do not know
Right and wrong any longer
Rip your دل out
I just don't care anymore
You're useless
And uncaring
آپ know nothing!
Yet آپ pretend آپ do
You're a pretender
A pretender is just a liar in disguise
A pretender is a faker
A pretender hides
A pretender is a maker
Of the dark abyss
آپ told me once
I told آپ twice
Now what?
Do we forget the past?
Live for the future?
یا remember and continue on our path?
...Decisions...Decisions...
Left یا right?
Up یا down?
Wrong یا right?
Please give me the answer
For I do not know
Right and wrong any longer
Chapter 4: Sunny day
These were the days of peace and happiness.
Days were spent in peace and love.
Jack loved his job, even though he wasn't that patient with children who didn't pay attention on his classes.
But, he knew. He was doing something
important, something useful.
And most of all, he knew that his lovely wife
and beautiful little Gwenny were waiting for him
at home.
Dana was amazing at kitchen.
Jack loved everything she made.
One happy family they were.
Like every morning, Jack would go to work,
and Dana would make a breakfast and some coffee to wake them up.
Morning coffee was something wonderful
for both of them.
After having breakfast, Jack would drink coffee
with Dana, looking at her with the same gentle
and passionate love that never fades.
"I'll see آپ later, darling." - Jack کہا and
went to work.
Dana was still sitting and enjoying in the coffee,
watching through the window the sunlight.
She could smell the flowers that were growing
in the yard.
These were the days of peace and happiness.
Days were spent in peace and love.
Jack loved his job, even though he wasn't that patient with children who didn't pay attention on his classes.
But, he knew. He was doing something
important, something useful.
And most of all, he knew that his lovely wife
and beautiful little Gwenny were waiting for him
at home.
Dana was amazing at kitchen.
Jack loved everything she made.
One happy family they were.
Like every morning, Jack would go to work,
and Dana would make a breakfast and some coffee to wake them up.
Morning coffee was something wonderful
for both of them.
After having breakfast, Jack would drink coffee
with Dana, looking at her with the same gentle
and passionate love that never fades.
"I'll see آپ later, darling." - Jack کہا and
went to work.
Dana was still sitting and enjoying in the coffee,
watching through the window the sunlight.
She could smell the flowers that were growing
in the yard.
I lied
I lied to them and got caught
I confessed up and told them the truth
but they get مزید upset
I walk down the dark hallway
into my lonely empty room
I lie on my bed, thinking
I go to اقدام and I can't
I fall down
pain shooting threw me
they walk in
saying I'm faking to make them feel bad
they walk out
leaving me on the ground
crying out in pain
I finally give up
crawl over to the closet
get the gun and cocked it
put it to my temple and pulled the trigger
life...filled with hate
I've chased down all my demons
but it wasn't enough
mistreated,misplaced,misunderstood.
I lied to them and got caught
I confessed up and told them the truth
but they get مزید upset
I walk down the dark hallway
into my lonely empty room
I lie on my bed, thinking
I go to اقدام and I can't
I fall down
pain shooting threw me
they walk in
saying I'm faking to make them feel bad
they walk out
leaving me on the ground
crying out in pain
I finally give up
crawl over to the closet
get the gun and cocked it
put it to my temple and pulled the trigger
life...filled with hate
I've chased down all my demons
but it wasn't enough
mistreated,misplaced,misunderstood.
I keep my rhythm
I tap in time,
My موسیقی is my world
An angry beat inside.
It can crash like a waterfall
یا gradually trickle down,
It can make آپ laugh and cry
That powerful sound.
My headphones on my head
The lyrics flowing though,
Filling up my brain
موسیقی is the food I chew.
It can be beautiful, strange
Crazy and cool,
I couldn't live without music
There's a style to suit all.
موسیقی is like a brand new life
Jumping around your mind,
Each instrument that is played
Is an ingredient to find.
There's nothing quite like music
There's nothing quite like me,
آپ can always find a friend in music
موسیقی will always be.
I tap in time,
My موسیقی is my world
An angry beat inside.
It can crash like a waterfall
یا gradually trickle down,
It can make آپ laugh and cry
That powerful sound.
My headphones on my head
The lyrics flowing though,
Filling up my brain
موسیقی is the food I chew.
It can be beautiful, strange
Crazy and cool,
I couldn't live without music
There's a style to suit all.
موسیقی is like a brand new life
Jumping around your mind,
Each instrument that is played
Is an ingredient to find.
There's nothing quite like music
There's nothing quite like me,
آپ can always find a friend in music
موسیقی will always be.