Part 3
Adele was angry. Angry at Simon, at everyone that had died on her, left her here without her beloved ones. “Mom, Dad, I miss آپ so much, I need you. Jake, Simon needs you, he can't hold his life together anymore, but I don't want to see him like this.” tears welled up her eyes as she کہا that. She was talking to herself and she knew it, but still she hoped that someone could hear her. Now she was the one who had to keep it together, because obviously Simon couldn't do it anymore. Thinking about her mom, dad Jake and Alexis, Adele soon fell asleep.
She woke up at the sound of loud laughters that came from downstairs. 'Drake and Mark must be here,' Adele thought, not sleepy anymore. She went downstairs, hoping she would get out before the drunk guys noticed her. But of course ڈریک had to ruin her escape. Adele bumped into him, but ڈریک didn't seem to care. Instead, he put his hands around her “Hey babe, wanna drink?” he asked her, pulling her face closer to his. “Ew, آپ stink, get away from me.” she said, trying to break his grip around her, unsuccessfully. Simon came to see what was happening in the hallway, and when he noticed ڈریک holding Adele, he started laughing and کہا “Oh, did I interrupt آپ two کچھی doves?”
“Ugh, shut up Simon! He won't let me go. I want to go out.” Adele said, annoyed.
“Where were آپ gonna go? And who کہا آپ can go anywhere? I didn't say آپ can leave” Simon told her.
“You're not the one to tell me what I can یا can't do, so just lay off, okay!” she yelled and ran back to her room. She was tired again, although she just slept.
The party downstairs lasted until 5 o'clock, when Simon finally decided to send ڈریک and Mark home, because they were jumping on the tables, breaking vases everywhere. Simon fell asleep on the سوفی, لٹانا and slept the whole دن long. 'Good for him' Adele thought. In the evening, when Simon woke up with and enormous headache, Adele asked “you sober now, یا you'd like to spend another دن drinking?”
“Ugh, leave me alone!” Simon answered, getting up, moving towards his room. Adele stopped him “If آپ never want me around, why won't آپ just اقدام out? Somewhere where آپ could be alone, without me!” she yelled at him.
“You want me to اقدام out? Fine, I'll be out سے طرف کی tomorrow morning. Maybe we'll meet in the future. Somewhere.” he said, went to his room for five minutes, then came back with a sports bag, grabbed his wallet and cell phone, کہا “Good-bye lil' sister,” and then left the house, leaving all his childhood memories behind. He was on his own.
Adele was angry. Angry at Simon, at everyone that had died on her, left her here without her beloved ones. “Mom, Dad, I miss آپ so much, I need you. Jake, Simon needs you, he can't hold his life together anymore, but I don't want to see him like this.” tears welled up her eyes as she کہا that. She was talking to herself and she knew it, but still she hoped that someone could hear her. Now she was the one who had to keep it together, because obviously Simon couldn't do it anymore. Thinking about her mom, dad Jake and Alexis, Adele soon fell asleep.
She woke up at the sound of loud laughters that came from downstairs. 'Drake and Mark must be here,' Adele thought, not sleepy anymore. She went downstairs, hoping she would get out before the drunk guys noticed her. But of course ڈریک had to ruin her escape. Adele bumped into him, but ڈریک didn't seem to care. Instead, he put his hands around her “Hey babe, wanna drink?” he asked her, pulling her face closer to his. “Ew, آپ stink, get away from me.” she said, trying to break his grip around her, unsuccessfully. Simon came to see what was happening in the hallway, and when he noticed ڈریک holding Adele, he started laughing and کہا “Oh, did I interrupt آپ two کچھی doves?”
“Ugh, shut up Simon! He won't let me go. I want to go out.” Adele said, annoyed.
“Where were آپ gonna go? And who کہا آپ can go anywhere? I didn't say آپ can leave” Simon told her.
“You're not the one to tell me what I can یا can't do, so just lay off, okay!” she yelled and ran back to her room. She was tired again, although she just slept.
The party downstairs lasted until 5 o'clock, when Simon finally decided to send ڈریک and Mark home, because they were jumping on the tables, breaking vases everywhere. Simon fell asleep on the سوفی, لٹانا and slept the whole دن long. 'Good for him' Adele thought. In the evening, when Simon woke up with and enormous headache, Adele asked “you sober now, یا you'd like to spend another دن drinking?”
“Ugh, leave me alone!” Simon answered, getting up, moving towards his room. Adele stopped him “If آپ never want me around, why won't آپ just اقدام out? Somewhere where آپ could be alone, without me!” she yelled at him.
“You want me to اقدام out? Fine, I'll be out سے طرف کی tomorrow morning. Maybe we'll meet in the future. Somewhere.” he said, went to his room for five minutes, then came back with a sports bag, grabbed his wallet and cell phone, کہا “Good-bye lil' sister,” and then left the house, leaving all his childhood memories behind. He was on his own.
This is writen in the point of view of Kara
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Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments پہلے someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing گاؤن, gown and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
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Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments پہلے someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing گاؤن, gown and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
when i just have been through the worse in my life
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need مزید and مزید and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me یا to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need مزید and مزید and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me یا to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
i dindnt say anything for a minute,then i spoke.
'do آپ know why?"
'well,she کہا something about an old friend in texas." izzy told me.
"you dont think.."
"maybe.where else could she have gone?"
"come سے طرف کی my house after school,i have plan."
After school,izzy came over.We went to my room.
"what are we gonna do?"izzy asked,as soon as she walked in the room.
"wee gonig to find aslee" i siad,trying to sound as serious as possible.
"youre kidding,right? i mean,where are we gonna go?"izzy said.
"texas"
she stared at me.Blankly.Not saying a thing.As if she was gonna drop dead.
"izzy?"i asked,trying to get her back to reality.
"you must be on drugs," she said
"what?"
"youve got to be joking me.i mean,your mom is not gonig to take us,my mom is dead,and theres no way ere gonna..wait...your not saying?
"yep,wee going to texas"
'do آپ know why?"
'well,she کہا something about an old friend in texas." izzy told me.
"you dont think.."
"maybe.where else could she have gone?"
"come سے طرف کی my house after school,i have plan."
After school,izzy came over.We went to my room.
"what are we gonna do?"izzy asked,as soon as she walked in the room.
"wee gonig to find aslee" i siad,trying to sound as serious as possible.
"youre kidding,right? i mean,where are we gonna go?"izzy said.
"texas"
she stared at me.Blankly.Not saying a thing.As if she was gonna drop dead.
"izzy?"i asked,trying to get her back to reality.
"you must be on drugs," she said
"what?"
"youve got to be joking me.i mean,your mom is not gonig to take us,my mom is dead,and theres no way ere gonna..wait...your not saying?
"yep,wee going to texas"
Sobriety is beyond a horizon for you,
One آپ won't be alive to even get to.
Your mind is set to be dead in 10
Years, my fears, my tears,
don't matter, your emotionless, here.
My bothersome phone calls,
"I'm just checking in"
"Yeah, I don't care"
I can't ever win.
My eyes are taped open,
horrific تصاویر replay,
and even when I close them,
they're imprinted in my mind,
they're there to stay.
Blackness engulfs me,
like a whirlpool of nothing,
Your arch nemesis,
Your pal,
Your meaningless suffering.
Why do آپ do this,
to yourself, and to me?
I don't get why آپ mess around,
just let yourself be!
One آپ won't be alive to even get to.
Your mind is set to be dead in 10
Years, my fears, my tears,
don't matter, your emotionless, here.
My bothersome phone calls,
"I'm just checking in"
"Yeah, I don't care"
I can't ever win.
My eyes are taped open,
horrific تصاویر replay,
and even when I close them,
they're imprinted in my mind,
they're there to stay.
Blackness engulfs me,
like a whirlpool of nothing,
Your arch nemesis,
Your pal,
Your meaningless suffering.
Why do آپ do this,
to yourself, and to me?
I don't get why آپ mess around,
just let yourself be!