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Nothing مزید then a visual whisper, like a ghost, slipping past not to be seen.I stood still feet planted on the ground and hoping I would be as peacefully As I could and not be scared of what may lie ahead. I could see the fierce آگ کے, آگ dieing in peoples eyes and I was hoping that the آگ کے, آگ would not fully die in mine.
I walked through the forest as I stopped to see the most beautiful animal before me A real بھیڑیا fully black with a white سٹار, ستارہ shape on its right front paw and it was so Sleek and beautiful. I saw a girl running towards me so I stopped patting the بھیڑیا And moved aside,‘Hey Arielbelle I’m Mia and this is Lakota my بھیڑیا see I know
آپ because our tribes meet up and I have heard about you, Sorry for scaring you’She smiled and I smiled back wow I’m really the talk how nice is that ‘Oh no don’t Worry I was just thinking umm your بھیڑیا Lakota is beautiful but um I have to get Back to my walking around so cya around maybe.
I walked around to find Sefo standing at a lake throwing rocks across the water,‘Hi What’s up?’ He looked and smiled beckoning me آگے like he was an actual wolf. I laughed and walked forward,‘See the wolves eyes can lead straight to the soul And sometimes they have a lonely howl and let me ask آپ something how do آپ get a Half empty glass?’ Ha this riddle thing so easily I laughed again and کہا ‘Well if آپ pour your drink Only half way it’s half full if آپ pour your drink full way then آپ drink half its half empty’.
He smiled and nodded ‘Smart cookie آپ are’, I hugged him and laughed as he nearly fell into
The lake. We watched as the wild wolves began to come out and howl at the moon and run with their
Pack and that’s what we do all I like being human and sometimes wolf, I smiled as I saw wolf
Pups running and howling their little howls it was so cute.
I Looked deep down it Sefo eyes and Kissed him, everything inside me کہا yes but for some reason I pulled away! ‘I’m sorry I … I don’t have my head on straight I … I need a moment. I Ran away tears Running down my face as the wolves run along side of me as if they were sharing my pain.Sefo stood still ‘I will always want for آپ Arielbelle بھیڑیا protector and lover .
Nothing مزید then a visual whisper, like a ghost, slipping past not to be seen.I stood still feet planted on the ground and hoping I would be as peacefully As I could and not be scared of what may lie ahead. I could see the fierce آگ کے, آگ dieing in peoples eyes and I was hoping that the آگ کے, آگ would not fully die in mine.
I walked through the forest as I stopped to see the most beautiful animal before me A real بھیڑیا fully black with a white سٹار, ستارہ shape on its right front paw and it was so Sleek and beautiful. I saw a girl running towards me so I stopped patting the بھیڑیا And moved aside,‘Hey Arielbelle I’m Mia and this is Lakota my بھیڑیا see I know
آپ because our tribes meet up and I have heard about you, Sorry for scaring you’She smiled and I smiled back wow I’m really the talk how nice is that ‘Oh no don’t Worry I was just thinking umm your بھیڑیا Lakota is beautiful but um I have to get Back to my walking around so cya around maybe.
I walked around to find Sefo standing at a lake throwing rocks across the water,‘Hi What’s up?’ He looked and smiled beckoning me آگے like he was an actual wolf. I laughed and walked forward,‘See the wolves eyes can lead straight to the soul And sometimes they have a lonely howl and let me ask آپ something how do آپ get a Half empty glass?’ Ha this riddle thing so easily I laughed again and کہا ‘Well if آپ pour your drink Only half way it’s half full if آپ pour your drink full way then آپ drink half its half empty’.
He smiled and nodded ‘Smart cookie آپ are’, I hugged him and laughed as he nearly fell into
The lake. We watched as the wild wolves began to come out and howl at the moon and run with their
Pack and that’s what we do all I like being human and sometimes wolf, I smiled as I saw wolf
Pups running and howling their little howls it was so cute.
I Looked deep down it Sefo eyes and Kissed him, everything inside me کہا yes but for some reason I pulled away! ‘I’m sorry I … I don’t have my head on straight I … I need a moment. I Ran away tears Running down my face as the wolves run along side of me as if they were sharing my pain.Sefo stood still ‘I will always want for آپ Arielbelle بھیڑیا protector and lover .
when i just have been through the worse in my life
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need مزید and مزید and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me یا to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need مزید and مزید and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me یا to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
i dindnt say anything for a minute,then i spoke.
'do آپ know why?"
'well,she کہا something about an old friend in texas." izzy told me.
"you dont think.."
"maybe.where else could she have gone?"
"come سے طرف کی my house after school,i have plan."
After school,izzy came over.We went to my room.
"what are we gonna do?"izzy asked,as soon as she walked in the room.
"wee gonig to find aslee" i siad,trying to sound as serious as possible.
"youre kidding,right? i mean,where are we gonna go?"izzy said.
"texas"
she stared at me.Blankly.Not saying a thing.As if she was gonna drop dead.
"izzy?"i asked,trying to get her back to reality.
"you must be on drugs," she said
"what?"
"youve got to be joking me.i mean,your mom is not gonig to take us,my mom is dead,and theres no way ere gonna..wait...your not saying?
"yep,wee going to texas"
'do آپ know why?"
'well,she کہا something about an old friend in texas." izzy told me.
"you dont think.."
"maybe.where else could she have gone?"
"come سے طرف کی my house after school,i have plan."
After school,izzy came over.We went to my room.
"what are we gonna do?"izzy asked,as soon as she walked in the room.
"wee gonig to find aslee" i siad,trying to sound as serious as possible.
"youre kidding,right? i mean,where are we gonna go?"izzy said.
"texas"
she stared at me.Blankly.Not saying a thing.As if she was gonna drop dead.
"izzy?"i asked,trying to get her back to reality.
"you must be on drugs," she said
"what?"
"youve got to be joking me.i mean,your mom is not gonig to take us,my mom is dead,and theres no way ere gonna..wait...your not saying?
"yep,wee going to texas"
Sobriety is beyond a horizon for you,
One آپ won't be alive to even get to.
Your mind is set to be dead in 10
Years, my fears, my tears,
don't matter, your emotionless, here.
My bothersome phone calls,
"I'm just checking in"
"Yeah, I don't care"
I can't ever win.
My eyes are taped open,
horrific تصاویر replay,
and even when I close them,
they're imprinted in my mind,
they're there to stay.
Blackness engulfs me,
like a whirlpool of nothing,
Your arch nemesis,
Your pal,
Your meaningless suffering.
Why do آپ do this,
to yourself, and to me?
I don't get why آپ mess around,
just let yourself be!
One آپ won't be alive to even get to.
Your mind is set to be dead in 10
Years, my fears, my tears,
don't matter, your emotionless, here.
My bothersome phone calls,
"I'm just checking in"
"Yeah, I don't care"
I can't ever win.
My eyes are taped open,
horrific تصاویر replay,
and even when I close them,
they're imprinted in my mind,
they're there to stay.
Blackness engulfs me,
like a whirlpool of nothing,
Your arch nemesis,
Your pal,
Your meaningless suffering.
Why do آپ do this,
to yourself, and to me?
I don't get why آپ mess around,
just let yourself be!
this is just somthing that describes me :)
I'm sat at home
In my cardboard box
I'm scared to death
So I cuddle my socks
I hear the key turn in the door
Fear swells inside of me
My hope plummets through the floor
I peep outside my little box
In time to see my daddy roar
I'm worried now, I realise
Because he's angry I notice now
That what I'm seeing with swollen eyes
I don't know when I don't know how
It may be the last thing I ever see
This may be the last of me
I see his boots come closer, so I shriek
My bruises hurt مزید than ever
He picks me up, I feel so weak
He shakes me now and calls me worthless
I just want him to love me
I just want him to know me
But the broken bottle is against my chest
And is thrust through my cotton vest
Into my heart, the pain is fire
I see myself as I float higher
Now my vision is rimmed with darkness
The end is near, I feel its presence
I just wish that I could tell him
I love him, but his love is dim
In my cardboard box
I'm scared to death
So I cuddle my socks
I hear the key turn in the door
Fear swells inside of me
My hope plummets through the floor
I peep outside my little box
In time to see my daddy roar
I'm worried now, I realise
Because he's angry I notice now
That what I'm seeing with swollen eyes
I don't know when I don't know how
It may be the last thing I ever see
This may be the last of me
I see his boots come closer, so I shriek
My bruises hurt مزید than ever
He picks me up, I feel so weak
He shakes me now and calls me worthless
I just want him to love me
I just want him to know me
But the broken bottle is against my chest
And is thrust through my cotton vest
Into my heart, the pain is fire
I see myself as I float higher
Now my vision is rimmed with darkness
The end is near, I feel its presence
I just wish that I could tell him
I love him, but his love is dim
love bites
