Do آپ feel the same way??

im starting to hate/love anime! Heres why:
The Hate is not really hate its مزید like envy and jealously, cuz in عملی حکمت shows the guy always protects the girl and is such a hero to her and makes me really jealous!! ( Example Misa and Usui from Maid Sama ) and i know that nobody wiil ever be like that to me and i get mad at عملی حکمت for being so unrealistic and making me mad so ya, so i quit for a while then i go like: NO I LOVE ANIME!!!!!! عملی حکمت ROCKS I CANT GO WITHOUT IT!!!!!!!! IT IS MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!! so ya, but the good news is that love is winning over hate! and ill never hate عملی حکمت im just annoyed! so my سوال is: do آپ guys feel the same way??