It was midnight when آپ decided to stood up from your bed. You’ve been toss and turning for about an گھنٹہ now and sleep hasn’t been part of the plan of your neurons in your brain. آپ walked down the hall only to find peace just سے طرف کی looking at a door at the end of the lonely pavement, a feeling you’ve been trying to find for several days now. آپ limped towards the doorknob, making sure not to disturb anyone near you. آپ stopped, knowing the woman behind the door might not want and need you. It took آپ a couple of منٹ before آپ set yourself that this will be the night that will change everything both of آپ shared.

Your breath was caught up سے طرف کی the view in front of you. She’s there. Silently seated with a book wide open to further add the knowledge آپ undeniably admire. “Hi,” she greeted as her head turned to look at you. Her eyes almost lifted your soul out of your body and it was surprising that آپ could still respond with her greeting and was able to stand in front of her after she did the same. Her eyes were speaking words like yours, words that were ought to be کہا since the دن آپ met but both of آپ were coward enough to admit. As the adage goes, “eyes never lie” indeed it never do because tonight no speech is needed to proclaim how آپ and her wanted this moment to go on since those stares you’re currently exchanging, love is in the air.

آپ hate melodramatic moments but still آپ found yourself saying, “I love you.” She didn’t say anything in return. Suddenly, fear ran down your veins as the image of what آپ hallucinated about the two of آپ began to flashed in your eyes. You’re afraid she finally knew about it and worst thing, her leaving you, might happen but it was snapped away when she palmed your neck just like what she did, in your hallucination, a دن before آپ got in Mayfield.
“I know آپ do,” she کہا with a smile, “and I do love آپ too.”

آپ gave out your most genuine smile as آپ slowly leaned down to kiss her. Her eyes were locked on your lips that only met Vicodin for years before she closed it as آپ did with yours to savor the moment you’ve been waiting for. Lips and tongue finally collided before it resides in the mouth of the other. The first contact brought sparks to your groin region and آپ could tell she felt your erection the moment she gasped under your breath. Your loose hands slowly ran down on her back that only pulled her closer. There were no moments of separation except when آپ two tilted your heads the other way for the comfort of your tongues while her hands were playfully roaming behind your back.

The hallucination was reenacted. آپ pulled her blazer off as she bit your bottom lip; her شرٹ, قمیض was being pull up and your rough hands finally meet her bare soft skin. Little did آپ know, آپ were moaning too while she discard your شرٹ, قمیض to meet her garments on the floor. Pants and سلیکس were undone before آپ heavily, but carefully, pushed her on the nearest سوفی, لٹانا as possible. The heat was so intense that آپ went directly to lick her now exposed clit as she twisted her body in pleasure with hands rubbing your cock up and down.

آپ don’t know what you’re hurrying up to یا why, maybe it’s because of the longing آپ had for her. With a glint in her eyes, آپ know she wanted آپ too, in fact, she needed you. It was a cue that made آپ stayed between her legs, to finally push almost all yourself in…which آپ did.
Her head was thrown back as آپ enjoyed the feeling of tightness surrounding آپ at the bottom. آپ looked at her, eyes were shut, sweats running down like drizzle, nipples swelled and abdomen contracted. آپ can’t deny, آپ love the view. Your tongue met her throat where آپ felt her larynx vibrate while every moan was released as آپ lick down to one of her nipples. آپ latched, teased it just the way آپ know she likes while آپ hip was moving in a slow, fast, slow motion like it has its own mind to do so.
God, Cuddy, damn آپ for feeling so good, آپ thought, damn you. آپ buried your face on her shoulder as the thrusting goes on. Your panting brought her smell in your nose. Her smell, is so Cuddy that آپ would want to have her close to آپ every single منٹ of your life after this. The familiar shape of her curves that were just ones before your eyes are now under your palm that seemed to stay in your hand lines forever.

آپ know آپ can’t hold on no longer as آپ open your eyes to look at her and knowing آپ were the one who cause her رس, جوس to flow down, it almost brought آپ to your own release. She tightened around آپ as your name came out of her mouth, begging آپ to slow down یا she’ll burst but آپ didn’t follow. It took another five thrust before she felt your own seeds swimming inside and آپ collapsed on سب, سب سے اوپر of her with head landing back on her shoulder. Heavy breathing owned the room as آپ felt your cock slowly softening inside.
“House,” she uttered after she calmed down before آپ lifted your head to look at her and your eyes widened the moment your stare landed on her face.
Maybe it’s just آپ یا maybe it’s every man’s experience, that post-orgasmic phase not only let آپ meet your بستر at once but it also wakens آپ up to what reality really held آپ at, either way it sucks. “Audrey?” آپ uttered the name آپ couldn’t even think آپ could. آپ pulled out as the thought of having sex with Cuddy was also being pulled out from your being.

Audrey looked at آپ with such confuse looks that آپ can’t even looked back at her unlike what آپ did earlier as آپ pulled your boxers, trousers and pants on again. آپ first stammered knowing another mistake was brought up in your life’s list, “I’m so sorry,” was all آپ could say.
آپ hate to admit it but آپ knew آپ only used Audrey to satisfy your sexual and emotional yearning for the woman آپ love but nobody could blame you, آپ thought she was Cuddy at the first place. The smell, the shape of her curves, the breasts آپ held was actually wasn’t her. Maybe it’s your default تفصیل of a woman that made آپ think it was Cuddy before you.

She tried to convince آپ it was okay but for you, it was a sin (for the first time in your life, sex was a sin in you). آپ repeated the words, “I’m sorry” for about three times مزید until she figured out what was really in your head. آپ ran away towards the door hoping this thing could also run away as easy as that. The door was close tightly behind آپ and there آپ started to hear sobs. آپ knew آپ hurt Audrey but her tears and the sex can not and will never be the reason to replace the woman آپ really are in love with.