I know how آپ feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness what so ever. آپ dont want to laugh, because آپ know it's not going to help, but آپ dont want to cry, because it will just make آپ feel worse.
آپ feel like your دل is falling appart, but not only that, but آپ know soon your life is going to feel like its falling appart too. آپ don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feel's impossible to stop loving them.
And everyone wonders why if they have hurt آپ so much, then why do آپ still love them. That's the confusing part, آپ don't know why, آپ just do, and the people who hurt آپ the most, and normally the ones that آپ love the most. People tell آپ 'It's going to be ok....' but deep, deep inside آپ know it will never be ok. It leaves deep scars in your دل that will stay there foever. And no one understands how آپ feel, and how deep آپ have been hurt, no matter who they are یا what they have been through, every broken دل is different. They don't know the true pain آپ feel and carry each and everyday, so آپ learn that your basically alone in all of this.
Then the feelings start to overwhelm you, and suddenly آپ just break down right there, because آپ know آپ have had enough, the tears just start to instantly fall across your face and آپ get to the point where آپ dont care who sees.
After a few weeks آپ look back at all of this, آپ laugh to yourself and realise people are horrible. You're still hurt but آپ learn to hide it so people think your okay and try to اقدام on.
So everytime آپ see this person, آپ know آپ still love them, and آپ feel a slight tingle in your دل for them to just love آپ back, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it.
And آپ sit back and wonder how one stupid person could have caused all this ...
آپ feel like your دل is falling appart, but not only that, but آپ know soon your life is going to feel like its falling appart too. آپ don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feel's impossible to stop loving them.
And everyone wonders why if they have hurt آپ so much, then why do آپ still love them. That's the confusing part, آپ don't know why, آپ just do, and the people who hurt آپ the most, and normally the ones that آپ love the most. People tell آپ 'It's going to be ok....' but deep, deep inside آپ know it will never be ok. It leaves deep scars in your دل that will stay there foever. And no one understands how آپ feel, and how deep آپ have been hurt, no matter who they are یا what they have been through, every broken دل is different. They don't know the true pain آپ feel and carry each and everyday, so آپ learn that your basically alone in all of this.
Then the feelings start to overwhelm you, and suddenly آپ just break down right there, because آپ know آپ have had enough, the tears just start to instantly fall across your face and آپ get to the point where آپ dont care who sees.
After a few weeks آپ look back at all of this, آپ laugh to yourself and realise people are horrible. You're still hurt but آپ learn to hide it so people think your okay and try to اقدام on.
So everytime آپ see this person, آپ know آپ still love them, and آپ feel a slight tingle in your دل for them to just love آپ back, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it.
And آپ sit back and wonder how one stupid person could have caused all this ...
