Chapter 1.

†Trigger Worning To Those Who Self Harm†

Nicole was born on March 3rd 1965 Nicole's childhood was great. Her mom and dad loved her very much. They went to Disney Land and a bunch of other places. But the fun and games came to a sad end one night.

Nicole has gone through a lot. In a short amount of time. Her parents died when she was seven due to a fatal accident on their anniversary. They were going to a restaurant for a romantic dinner. And since her grandparents didn't want to take care of her she lives in a foster ہوم where everyone treats her as if she isn't there. The kids also make fun of her and they also do mean and awful things to her. She feels worthless and unloved all the time,she has depression.

She was diagnosed with depression on the one سال anniversary of her parents death.

*1983*

Nicole is now 18. And she is working at a local diner. And from all of the money she saved up from گزشتہ jobs she had since she was 14 she got her first appartmant. Its not the greatest one but its a roof over her head.

When she got ہوم from her long دن at work she took a شاور and while she was showering she looked at her legs and arms and all she saw were scars on سب, سب سے اوپر of scars. Nicole asked herself "Who would love a girl with scars?" Then she took a Razer and started to cut her left arm. She watched as her blood came out of her arm and washed away in the water. Then she whispered the cutters lullaby.

The Cutters Lullaby

Go To Sleep And Close Your Eyes

And Dream Of Broken Butterflies

They Tore Their Wings Against A Thorn

آپ Know The Pain They Have Bore

Silver Metal That Shines So Bright

Scarlet Blood That Feels So Right

Dream Of That Blood Trickling Down

And Wake Up Just Before آپ Drown

The Moonlight Shinning Off Your Tears

As آپ Bleed Out Your Own Worst Fears

So Tonight آپ Start To Cry

Whisper The Cutters Lullaby.

When Nicole کہا the last line she had tears in her eyes. Then she got out of the شاور and dryed her self off. Then she put on her pj's and then she braded her long damped long hair and she went to بستر and cried herself to sleep...

Nicole woke up the اگلے morning to start another دن of working and hiding her new wounds.

A/N Well This Is Chapter 1. Sorry In Advance If It Takes Me A Long Time To Update. This Is A Very Hard Story To Write. I Hope آپ Guys Understand!!! Credit Goes To Eternalmike For The Summary. I Hope I Will Be Able To Update This Story Often. And Ill Be Changing The Picture Of Michael To Match The Era.