I wrote this when I was still figuring out who I am and when I was clearly lost, about 2 years ago. Here goes:
Fake friends
I'm tired of pretending
That I'm always happy
When I'm some times
NOT!
I've got fake friends
Who call themselves
My friends
When they're NOT!
دوستوں are true,
They don't lie,
They don't pretend
And they're there 4 u.
My دوستوں aren't true,
They do lie,
They pretend every day
And they aren't there 4 me.
How can 1 be happy
When they're pretending
And hiding
From reality.
No 1 is gonna kill u
When u stop pretending
They'll have 2 except u
As u'll have 2 except them.
I know it will be hard
2 turn away
From the fairytale life,
But I don't wanna pretend anymore.
Don't know where I'll go
If I don't have
These fake friends,
That makes me scared.
My world seems so small,
Though I know many people,
Did many things
And enjoyed it without my fake friends.
What I want is real friends,
Not fake ones,
Real دوستوں is what I want,
I hope we'll meet soon.
So goodbye pretending world,
This is real life,
My life
And goodbye fake friends.
Fake friends
I'm tired of pretending
That I'm always happy
When I'm some times
NOT!
I've got fake friends
Who call themselves
My friends
When they're NOT!
دوستوں are true,
They don't lie,
They don't pretend
And they're there 4 u.
My دوستوں aren't true,
They do lie,
They pretend every day
And they aren't there 4 me.
How can 1 be happy
When they're pretending
And hiding
From reality.
No 1 is gonna kill u
When u stop pretending
They'll have 2 except u
As u'll have 2 except them.
I know it will be hard
2 turn away
From the fairytale life,
But I don't wanna pretend anymore.
Don't know where I'll go
If I don't have
These fake friends,
That makes me scared.
My world seems so small,
Though I know many people,
Did many things
And enjoyed it without my fake friends.
What I want is real friends,
Not fake ones,
Real دوستوں is what I want,
I hope we'll meet soon.
So goodbye pretending world,
This is real life,
My life
And goodbye fake friends.
I hear these crazy stories of people always hurting Not knowing what to do i stupidly ask "What can i do" They reply with "Idk" I say "Can i take your pain away cause thats all i know how to do" They say "Thats impossible that cannot be true" I say "I dont believe in impossible so the real سوال is how cant it be true" They say "I wouldnt be able to live with myself if it wasnt for u so stop dreaming i cant let u thru i cant let u hurt the way i do" I say "Id smile thru the pain knowing it was for u and i cry cause u hurt now. The pain may be bad but it doesnt hurt as bad as seeing u beat so bad. I know it sounds crazy but all i dream about is caring for people so tell me to stop dreaming and my light will stop beaming. so can I" "Can u what" "Can i take your Pain Away?"
By: Alysia Batallas<3
By: Alysia Batallas<3
So sweet the hour, so calm the time,
I feel it مزید than half a crime,
When Nature sleeps and stars are mute,
To mar the silence ev'n with lute.
At rest on ocean's brilliant dyes
An image of Elysium lies
Seven Pleiades entranced in Heaven,
Form in the deep another seven:
Endymion nodding from above
Sees in the sea a سیکنڈ love.
Within the valleys dim and brown,
And on the spectral mountain's crown,
The wearied light is dying down,
And earth, and stars, and sea, and sky
Are redolent of sleep, as I
Am redolent of thee and thine
Enthralling love, my Adeline.
But list, O list, so soft and low
Thy lover's voice tonight shall flow,
That, scarce awake, thy soul shall deem
My words the موسیقی of a dream.
Thus, while no single sound too rude
Upon thy slumber shall intrude,
Our thoughts, our souls O God above!
In every deed shall mingle, love.
No matter where آپ go guilt will follow آپ there
Don't be scared یا affraid
Guilt will دکھائیں آپ all the mistakes you've made
It can eat آپ alive
The only way to survive is to tell the کڑوا, تلخ truth
If آپ live out the rest of your days
You'll never escape it you'll be trapped in it's maze
Struggling to forget the guilt in your shallow soul
That is forever rising like a آگ کے, آگ when آپ add coal
Your guilt drives آپ insane and follows آپ forever
You'll go to your grave with it unless آپ
Never tell another lie as long as آپ live
The End
For Now Anyways
Don't Be Affraid
Romance, who loves to nod and sing,
With drowsy head and folded wing,
Among the green leaves as they shake
Far down within some shadowy lake,
To me a painted paroquet
Hath been a most familiar bird
Taught me my alphabet to say
To lisp my very earliest word
While in the wild wood I did lie,
A child- with a most knowing eye.
Of late, eternal کونڈور, کونداور years
So shake the very Heaven on high
With tumult as they thunder by,
I have no time for idle cares
Through gazing on the unquiet sky.
And when an گھنٹہ with calmer wings
Its down upon my spirit flings
That little time with lyre and rhyme
To while away- forbidden things !
My دل would feel to be a crime
Unless it trembled with the strings.
Eldorado
Gaily bedight,
A gallant knight,
In sunshine and shadow,
Had journeyed long,
Singing a song,
In تلاش for Eldorado.
But he grew old –
This knight so bold –
And o’er his دل a shadow
Fell, as he found
No spot of ground
That looked like Eldorado
And, as his strength
Failed at length,
He met a pilgrim shadow –
“Shadow,” کہا he ,
“Where can it be, -
This land of Eldorado?”
“Over the Mountains
Of the moon,
Down the Valley of the Shadow,
Ride , boldly ride,”
The shade replied,
“If آپ seek for Eldorado!”
- Edgar Allan Poe
Gaily bedight,
A gallant knight,
In sunshine and shadow,
Had journeyed long,
Singing a song,
In تلاش for Eldorado.
But he grew old –
This knight so bold –
And o’er his دل a shadow
Fell, as he found
No spot of ground
That looked like Eldorado
And, as his strength
Failed at length,
He met a pilgrim shadow –
“Shadow,” کہا he ,
“Where can it be, -
This land of Eldorado?”
“Over the Mountains
Of the moon,
Down the Valley of the Shadow,
Ride , boldly ride,”
The shade replied,
“If آپ seek for Eldorado!”
- Edgar Allan Poe
cry, cry, let the tears roll down.
the willows will weep for thee.
سے طرف کی the river i see thine frown.
and thine bloodshot eyes see me.
the flowers covered in morning dew.
droop and hang their heads.
the water runs on one یا two.
they cry into the riverbed.
i wade across the water cold.
to embrace آپ in my arms.
for be آپ young یا be آپ old.
a hug will do no harm.
آپ see me fight the current.
as i try to get across.
i see the helping hand آپ lend.
and i see the tears have lost.
آپ smile and, despite being sodden.
آپ لپیٹ, لفاف کریں your arms around me.
the darkness inside آپ has finally fallen.
and i know that sad آپ will never be.
the willows will weep for thee.
سے طرف کی the river i see thine frown.
and thine bloodshot eyes see me.
the flowers covered in morning dew.
droop and hang their heads.
the water runs on one یا two.
they cry into the riverbed.
i wade across the water cold.
to embrace آپ in my arms.
for be آپ young یا be آپ old.
a hug will do no harm.
آپ see me fight the current.
as i try to get across.
i see the helping hand آپ lend.
and i see the tears have lost.
آپ smile and, despite being sodden.
آپ لپیٹ, لفاف کریں your arms around me.
the darkness inside آپ has finally fallen.
and i know that sad آپ will never be.
and each one of us lived their lives.
Can't آپ see where آپ are now?
آپ and me where now?..
I am very sorry for us,
that parting shouldn't have happened to us.
But what can I say?
My دل has expired!
But I can't blame you,
this was the life fault.
Oh darling, even if had passed billion years would never forget who eased my mind such as you!
Come back please!
Who's else آپ can feel the peace of mind with?
I swear my life without آپ isn't a life,
آپ still on my mind.
Come back again!
Wasn't me, weren't you, but the life fault.
That sound...where have I heard it before?
* Tick tick tick tick tick*
That sound.....it sounds so fimliar...where have I heard it before?
My دل stops as I remember......
That the sound of my memories fading into nothing...but vague dreams.
Vague dreams that I do not want to remember....but have to...or everything will stop.
*Tick tick tick tick*
How much time left...until it all disappears?....
* tick....tick...tick...*
Ah, there it goes...the memories I had of you...of them.
They are starting to leave ...to fade.
*Tick.*
Haha, there....it's done.
*Click*
Remember Forever....nothing ever really disappears ....
I will never involve myself
in any-thing that isn't estranged
from me being inside your دل
and soul that آپ expose only
to me.
As آپ find an impylse to
any-kind of reason that will
imply me being amazed by
what آپ do with your life as
it comes to you.
inside your دل and
your soul, lies a man
that cannot stand on
his own two feet alone,
as he looks for ways to
escape the terrifying
out-look on the life that
he wants and needs to
leave out now.
But آپ carry the weight
of love on your shoulders
as آپ give away your delayed
response to the سوالات that
seem to be playing around inside
your mind as of right now.
in any-thing that isn't estranged
from me being inside your دل
and soul that آپ expose only
to me.
As آپ find an impylse to
any-kind of reason that will
imply me being amazed by
what آپ do with your life as
it comes to you.
inside your دل and
your soul, lies a man
that cannot stand on
his own two feet alone,
as he looks for ways to
escape the terrifying
out-look on the life that
he wants and needs to
leave out now.
But آپ carry the weight
of love on your shoulders
as آپ give away your delayed
response to the سوالات that
seem to be playing around inside
your mind as of right now.
Their hooves going
"Clippity clop, clippity clop"
Running faster than the wind
Its mane flowing in the air
Around and around the track it goes
Not stopping
Faster and faster the دل is pumping
Heaving, breath after breath
One hoof goes over the other
Nostrils flaring
Its green eyes lighting up
The bit squeezes the jaw
The whip thundering down onto the horse
Crossing the finish line
Being rewarded with glory
And back into it's lonely stable it goes
Your words trasform me
And شاور upon me like a water fall
Your touch so calm as the sea
Makes me come alive
Only to be turned off when آپ leave
The thought of آپ helps me to survive
I stare at آپ from affar
Waiting for آپ to notice me
My love for آپ slowly burning out like a سٹار, ستارہ
And finnaly dying out
With no feelings left at all
Why do I feel this way
Like I want to scream
Like my mouths on mute and I have nothing to say
Do I need آپ to be my cruch
When I'm hurt
Do I rely on آپ depend on آپ and such
And why do I dream of آپ every night
And think of آپ everyday
Even though your out of my eyesight
And شاور upon me like a water fall
Your touch so calm as the sea
Makes me come alive
Only to be turned off when آپ leave
The thought of آپ helps me to survive
I stare at آپ from affar
Waiting for آپ to notice me
My love for آپ slowly burning out like a سٹار, ستارہ
And finnaly dying out
With no feelings left at all
Why do I feel this way
Like I want to scream
Like my mouths on mute and I have nothing to say
Do I need آپ to be my cruch
When I'm hurt
Do I rely on آپ depend on آپ and such
And why do I dream of آپ every night
And think of آپ everyday
Even though your out of my eyesight
Love is enough: though the world be a-waning,
And the woods have no voice but the voice of complaining,
Though the skies be too dark for dim eyes to discover
The gold-cups and daisies fair blooming thereunder,
Though the hills be held shadows, and the sea a dark wonder,
And this دن draw a veil over all deeds passed over,
Yet their hands shall not tremble, their feet shall not falter:
The void shall not weary, the fear shall not alter
These lips and these eyes of the loved and the lover.
And the woods have no voice but the voice of complaining,
Though the skies be too dark for dim eyes to discover
The gold-cups and daisies fair blooming thereunder,
Though the hills be held shadows, and the sea a dark wonder,
And this دن draw a veil over all deeds passed over,
Yet their hands shall not tremble, their feet shall not falter:
The void shall not weary, the fear shall not alter
These lips and these eyes of the loved and the lover.
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let aeroplanes دائرے, حلقہ moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let aeroplanes دائرے, حلقہ moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
Life
What if Life Happens
Life dose happen
What if i Cant Take it
ill Take it
What if.....,
آپ say ur nothing
i know ur Everything
Cover ur دل With my Soul
I Hate u
Hatred
Sarrow
pain
Love
You
Forevever
Tonite stay with me
Close ur Eyes And Let the Heavans dream
Tomorrow Love me say my name
Your Voice like Angels
Everything
u are
Nothin
i am
Love
We are
Compadable
never leave me
I Never Hurt
Sorrow
Despair
Pain
Anxiaty
Never
you
Never
Me
Come to me i will love آپ in a world That has Forgotton
I Rember
I Rember ur Name Frome the first time we met
I Rember
Sadness Tell me You
آپ Cant Tell a Sad Story To دل Thats Been Torn
آپ Can Tell me cuz my Torn دل Just Morns
Groken peises Falling Down
We Are
I am
Coming to an End
Hatred
Me
Love
You
Never Fix me
Never love Me
never HURT me
What if Life Happens
Life dose happen
What if i Cant Take it
ill Take it
What if.....,
آپ say ur nothing
i know ur Everything
Cover ur دل With my Soul
I Hate u
Hatred
Sarrow
pain
Love
You
Forevever
Tonite stay with me
Close ur Eyes And Let the Heavans dream
Tomorrow Love me say my name
Your Voice like Angels
Everything
u are
Nothin
i am
Love
We are
Compadable
never leave me
I Never Hurt
Sorrow
Despair
Pain
Anxiaty
Never
you
Never
Me
Come to me i will love آپ in a world That has Forgotton
I Rember
I Rember ur Name Frome the first time we met
I Rember
Sadness Tell me You
آپ Cant Tell a Sad Story To دل Thats Been Torn
آپ Can Tell me cuz my Torn دل Just Morns
Groken peises Falling Down
We Are
I am
Coming to an End
Hatred
Me
Love
You
Never Fix me
Never love Me
never HURT me
There are times
when I feel your presence
at my side
There are times
when I hear آپ say
it will be alright
There are times
when I see
your face in a crowd
and I turn around
There are times
when I miss you
and my دل begins to ache
and I smile through the pain
But then there are times
when I realize
this is just the way
it has to be
there’s no آپ and me
This poems (not written سے طرف کی me) are dedicared to my best دوستوں who I missed very badly.
There are times when
I feel strong
and I know that I
can finally اقدام on
There are times when
my mind is at ease
and I can enjoy life
and all it can bring
There are times when
I miss you
and times when I’m okay
it’s getting better everyday
No matter how much time
there is in this life
I’ll think of you
from time to time
and remember آپ with a smile.
when I feel your presence
at my side
There are times
when I hear آپ say
it will be alright
There are times
when I see
your face in a crowd
and I turn around
There are times
when I miss you
and my دل begins to ache
and I smile through the pain
But then there are times
when I realize
this is just the way
it has to be
there’s no آپ and me
This poems (not written سے طرف کی me) are dedicared to my best دوستوں who I missed very badly.
There are times when
I feel strong
and I know that I
can finally اقدام on
There are times when
my mind is at ease
and I can enjoy life
and all it can bring
There are times when
I miss you
and times when I’m okay
it’s getting better everyday
No matter how much time
there is in this life
I’ll think of you
from time to time
and remember آپ with a smile.
In this night
composed of beads sprinkled
of the memories and remembrance of
the days that sill live in the hearts of sorrow.
In this night
I تلاش for one soul
who can understand my thoughts,
in this night I whisper...
Your name like a blessing,
your hug like a consolation.
In this night,
magic is real,
weakness of the past has been stopped
سے طرف کی this moment of fidelity,
this moment belongs to us.
Make my demons go away,
I know,you're the only one,
the only one who can stop the pain.
Beads are sprinkled all over,
this beads of past,
rolling to the floor to my foot
just to remind me,
just to punish me
for the days when my strength
was gone,
when I was gone,
burried سے طرف کی the thoughts of darkness and grief.
But this night belongs to magic,
the magic of your presence,
this night will forgive my weakness,
so I shall forgive,
I will pick these beads and I will be free,
fear won't find me,
the night will forgive me.
composed of beads sprinkled
of the memories and remembrance of
the days that sill live in the hearts of sorrow.
In this night
I تلاش for one soul
who can understand my thoughts,
in this night I whisper...
Your name like a blessing,
your hug like a consolation.
In this night,
magic is real,
weakness of the past has been stopped
سے طرف کی this moment of fidelity,
this moment belongs to us.
Make my demons go away,
I know,you're the only one,
the only one who can stop the pain.
Beads are sprinkled all over,
this beads of past,
rolling to the floor to my foot
just to remind me,
just to punish me
for the days when my strength
was gone,
when I was gone,
burried سے طرف کی the thoughts of darkness and grief.
But this night belongs to magic,
the magic of your presence,
this night will forgive my weakness,
so I shall forgive,
I will pick these beads and I will be free,
fear won't find me,
the night will forgive me.
