I looked through my bag again and found a pen and paper, I then started to write my letter

Dear whoever reads this
Firstly alisha آپ have been the bestest friend a girl could ever have and I love آپ with all my heart, we have been دوستوں for like ever and now it's my time to go, thank آپ for always pushing me towards my dreams and because of آپ I found the love of my life lol during camping
Lakinda I know we haven't known eachother for very long but your already a great friend and I do hope آپ and کرن, رے کرن, رے stay together forever because آپ truly are destined to be together

کرن, رے کرن, رے we have had our ups and downs but through all of that آپ have the most beautiful دل and آپ have a beautiful girlfriend to share it with so keep hold of her she's a keeper
Autumn: I've known آپ since the beggining of school and we became the greastest of دوستوں سے طرف کی just sharing jokes with eachother, im really sorry for blaming prodigy for all of this and I really hope آپ have forgiven me

Prodigy Im sorry for blaming آپ for all of this I just needed to take it out on someone and آپ were easiest to tackle, im really sorry for hurting آپ and I really hope آپ and autumn stay together and don't fight

Roc آپ have been the most sweet,kind sharing and helpful to me when I needed a shoulder to cry on یا someone to talk to and I love آپ so much یا that, please don't ever change, I wish I could say goodbye properly but I have to go
PRINCETON I love آپ so much I can't even describe it everytime آپ talk i shiver, Everytime آپ say my name I feel like the most special girl in the world, when آپ hug me یا even touch me I end up staring straight into your georgous brown eyes and I feel like im melting
we've been through so much during this realtionship and alot of the times آپ end up getting hurt and I can't see آپ getting hurt all the time because of me So I hope آپ know why im doing this, I hope آپ forgive me and know that im doing this for آپ so آپ can have a better life I love آپ my little afro puff get well soon baby

I love all of آپ with all my دل and please forgive me for what im about to do
My life hasn't been going very well latley and I don't know what to do anymore so please forgive me and if آپ dont mind me asking please dont forget me

Love from leah(signed with a heart)


I finished writing my letter, I looked back over it and it was all smudged because of my tears and it had a little blood on it from the cuts and it was very messy because I was scared, cold and I was still shaking really bad
I went into my bag and I got out the چھری I brought from ہوم "I knew this would be useful"
I lifted the چھری and put it straight to my chest "Please god don't let this be to painful, Goodbye world, I love you"
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