I picked up my phone and called Princeton, He didn't answer I called again and again and again with still no answer I picked up his bracelet and sat on his bed, I stared and stared and stared at the bracelet until
Autumn: Maybe we should go and look for him?
Me: No he doesn't want to be found that's the whole point.
Ray: but why did he run away?
Me... Because of me *they both turned to face me* he left because of me, Because it's too much for him to handle at once
Ray: What's too much to handle?
Me: I was raped *Their eyes widened* and I told him the whole story and and I I'm pregnant and it's not his...
Autumn: *coming up to me to hug me* O Leah I'm so sorry آپ must of been so scared.
Me: I was going to stab myself , I was that scared but alisha came just in time to stop me, This is where the guy dug into me with his nails *showing them my wrists*... and I still have bruises on my stomach from where he kept hitting me
A tear fell from my eye but I stopped myself from crying, then I looked over at کرن, رے کرن, رے who was just standing there as still as a statue and his eyes were tearing up as he looked over to me
Ray: Leah I'm really sorry... for everything!
He ran into his room and I could hear crying
I told autumn to stay whilst I go and talk to him, I ran to his room and knocked on the door "Ray کرن, رے open the door"
Me: Please open the door کرن, رے what's wrong? and why are آپ crying? are آپ ok?
Ray: I'm sorry
Me: Sorry for what
He opened the door and let me in, we sat on his بستر and he grabbed my hand
Me: This is the first time I've seen آپ cry properly but why are آپ crying
Ray: Because when آپ were talking about the guy beating آپ and raping you, It-it reminded me of myself when I-when I stabbed آپ and I feel like the most horrible person in the world how could I do that to such a beautiful and kind hearted girl, Im the one who should of been stabbed not you!
Me: first of all آپ were just really angry at prince, And آپ are not as bad as Chris he raped me *starting to cry* آپ didn't
Ray: Being angry is no exception I shouldnt of stabbed آپ I'm sorry
Me: *Crying*
Ray: Why did آپ forgive me?
Me: I forgave آپ because I love you, Like another brother and because I know آپ didn't mean to hurt me, I think آپ just panicked and was really scared
Ray: Yes but...
Me:*I put my finger on his lips* ssshhhh no buts that's the end of it ok
Ray: Ok and I love آپ too♡
Me: I don't suggest we tell L.A about this little conversation
We both started laughing
Ray: He will come back آپ know, He can't leave you
Me: But Im pregnant with another man's baby, and I know how much he wanted a baby and I kept saying no because I'm to young, And now look at what's happened
Ray: It's ok he will be fine after a while it just needs to sink in...
Me: are آپ sure he'll be ok
Ray: Yes I'm sure
We left the room and went downstairs to find roc, L.A, autumn, alisha, prod, all just sitting there in shock, From there I knew someone has told them the whole story
I went and sat down اگلے to L.A and Roc
L.A: Are آپ keeping it?
Me: I'm getting an abortion tomorrow, I was hoping Princeton would be there with me, Uh I guess not!
L.A: We'll were still here for you, can I see your wrists
Me: Um ok *i showed her the cuts*
L.A: Don't they hurt?
Me: Sometimes, But please can we talk about something else
L.A: Yes let's talk about کرن, رے ray
Me: Um actually if آپ don't mind let's talk about prodigy, آپ never speak
Prod: What!!!
Me: starting from now all eyes and attention is on you
Prod: What should I say یا do?
L.A: Um well your a great singer so sing.
Me: To autumn
Autumn: *blushing**smiling*
He sang "I love you" to autumn and then kissed her for really long at the end of the song
Everyone: Aaaaaaaawwwww
L.A: That was too cute!
Now go outside and دکھائیں us some of your flips
Prod: Why?
L.A: Because its sexy
کرن, رے and roc: Hey!!
L.A: C'mon it's true
Alisha+Me+autumn: Yeah it's true
So he went outside and did some of his sexy back flips, front flips and side flips
Me: Sshheeesh this boy is skilled, He can act Dance,sing do tricks
Autumn: Don't forget amazing body!
L.A: Who could forget that!
Ray: Uh hello standing right here
L.A:I still love آپ baby no-one could ever replace آپ no matter what
L.A and کرن, رے started kissing, then roc and alisha, then prod and autumn
I just sat down and stared at the peace bracelet then I looked at the door then I mumbled "Please come back"
Autumn: Maybe we should go and look for him?
Me: No he doesn't want to be found that's the whole point.
Ray: but why did he run away?
Me... Because of me *they both turned to face me* he left because of me, Because it's too much for him to handle at once
Ray: What's too much to handle?
Me: I was raped *Their eyes widened* and I told him the whole story and and I I'm pregnant and it's not his...
Autumn: *coming up to me to hug me* O Leah I'm so sorry آپ must of been so scared.
Me: I was going to stab myself , I was that scared but alisha came just in time to stop me, This is where the guy dug into me with his nails *showing them my wrists*... and I still have bruises on my stomach from where he kept hitting me
A tear fell from my eye but I stopped myself from crying, then I looked over at کرن, رے کرن, رے who was just standing there as still as a statue and his eyes were tearing up as he looked over to me
Ray: Leah I'm really sorry... for everything!
He ran into his room and I could hear crying
I told autumn to stay whilst I go and talk to him, I ran to his room and knocked on the door "Ray کرن, رے open the door"
Me: Please open the door کرن, رے what's wrong? and why are آپ crying? are آپ ok?
Ray: I'm sorry
Me: Sorry for what
He opened the door and let me in, we sat on his بستر and he grabbed my hand
Me: This is the first time I've seen آپ cry properly but why are آپ crying
Ray: Because when آپ were talking about the guy beating آپ and raping you, It-it reminded me of myself when I-when I stabbed آپ and I feel like the most horrible person in the world how could I do that to such a beautiful and kind hearted girl, Im the one who should of been stabbed not you!
Me: first of all آپ were just really angry at prince, And آپ are not as bad as Chris he raped me *starting to cry* آپ didn't
Ray: Being angry is no exception I shouldnt of stabbed آپ I'm sorry
Me: *Crying*
Ray: Why did آپ forgive me?
Me: I forgave آپ because I love you, Like another brother and because I know آپ didn't mean to hurt me, I think آپ just panicked and was really scared
Ray: Yes but...
Me:*I put my finger on his lips* ssshhhh no buts that's the end of it ok
Ray: Ok and I love آپ too♡
Me: I don't suggest we tell L.A about this little conversation
We both started laughing
Ray: He will come back آپ know, He can't leave you
Me: But Im pregnant with another man's baby, and I know how much he wanted a baby and I kept saying no because I'm to young, And now look at what's happened
Ray: It's ok he will be fine after a while it just needs to sink in...
Me: are آپ sure he'll be ok
Ray: Yes I'm sure
We left the room and went downstairs to find roc, L.A, autumn, alisha, prod, all just sitting there in shock, From there I knew someone has told them the whole story
I went and sat down اگلے to L.A and Roc
L.A: Are آپ keeping it?
Me: I'm getting an abortion tomorrow, I was hoping Princeton would be there with me, Uh I guess not!
L.A: We'll were still here for you, can I see your wrists
Me: Um ok *i showed her the cuts*
L.A: Don't they hurt?
Me: Sometimes, But please can we talk about something else
L.A: Yes let's talk about کرن, رے ray
Me: Um actually if آپ don't mind let's talk about prodigy, آپ never speak
Prod: What!!!
Me: starting from now all eyes and attention is on you
Prod: What should I say یا do?
L.A: Um well your a great singer so sing.
Me: To autumn
Autumn: *blushing**smiling*
He sang "I love you" to autumn and then kissed her for really long at the end of the song
Everyone: Aaaaaaaawwwww
L.A: That was too cute!
Now go outside and دکھائیں us some of your flips
Prod: Why?
L.A: Because its sexy
کرن, رے and roc: Hey!!
L.A: C'mon it's true
Alisha+Me+autumn: Yeah it's true
So he went outside and did some of his sexy back flips, front flips and side flips
Me: Sshheeesh this boy is skilled, He can act Dance,sing do tricks
Autumn: Don't forget amazing body!
L.A: Who could forget that!
Ray: Uh hello standing right here
L.A:I still love آپ baby no-one could ever replace آپ no matter what
L.A and کرن, رے started kissing, then roc and alisha, then prod and autumn
I just sat down and stared at the peace bracelet then I looked at the door then I mumbled "Please come back"
شائقین have one meaning of the word mindless
And MB has a different meaning
Fans:if ur a big پرستار of mindless behavior youre mindless-true
Princeton:if ur smart and confident ur mindless-also true
But the شائقین keep asking سوالات and saying if u get this wrong ur not mindless
Mindless behavior clearly کہا that anyone could be mindless
If youre smart,confident and not afraid to express yourself ur mindless
So girls just because آپ know about mindless behavior مزید than somebody who claims themself mindless think before u tell them theyre not really mindless
Heres my definition of mindless:
-if youre smart youre mindless
-if آپ love mindless behavior youre mindless
-if آپ dont care what people think about آپ youre mindless
-if youre confident your mindless
P.S this was my opinion and people who dont agree it was all me no one else
#StayMindless
Peace-Abigyal
And MB has a different meaning
Fans:if ur a big پرستار of mindless behavior youre mindless-true
Princeton:if ur smart and confident ur mindless-also true
But the شائقین keep asking سوالات and saying if u get this wrong ur not mindless
Mindless behavior clearly کہا that anyone could be mindless
If youre smart,confident and not afraid to express yourself ur mindless
So girls just because آپ know about mindless behavior مزید than somebody who claims themself mindless think before u tell them theyre not really mindless
Heres my definition of mindless:
-if youre smart youre mindless
-if آپ love mindless behavior youre mindless
-if آپ dont care what people think about آپ youre mindless
-if youre confident your mindless
P.S this was my opinion and people who dont agree it was all me no one else
#StayMindless
Peace-Abigyal