I picked up my phone and called Princeton, He didn't answer I called again and again and again with still no answer I picked up his bracelet and sat on his bed, I stared and stared and stared at the bracelet until
Autumn: Maybe we should go and look for him?
Me: No he doesn't want to be found that's the whole point.
Ray: but why did he run away?
Me... Because of me *they both turned to face me* he left because of me, Because it's too much for him to handle at once
Ray: What's too much to handle?
Me: I was raped *Their eyes widened* and I told him the whole story and and I I'm pregnant and it's not his...
Autumn: *coming up to me to hug me* O Leah I'm so sorry آپ must of been so scared.
Me: I was going to stab myself , I was that scared but alisha came just in time to stop me, This is where the guy dug into me with his nails *showing them my wrists*... and I still have bruises on my stomach from where he kept hitting me
A tear fell from my eye but I stopped myself from crying, then I looked over at کرن, رے کرن, رے who was just standing there as still as a statue and his eyes were tearing up as he looked over to me
Ray: Leah I'm really sorry... for everything!
He ran into his room and I could hear crying
I told autumn to stay whilst I go and talk to him, I ran to his room and knocked on the door "Ray کرن, رے open the door"
Me: Please open the door کرن, رے what's wrong? and why are آپ crying? are آپ ok?
Ray: I'm sorry
Me: Sorry for what
He opened the door and let me in, we sat on his بستر and he grabbed my hand
Me: This is the first time I've seen آپ cry properly but why are آپ crying
Ray: Because when آپ were talking about the guy beating آپ and raping you, It-it reminded me of myself when I-when I stabbed آپ and I feel like the most horrible person in the world how could I do that to such a beautiful and kind hearted girl, Im the one who should of been stabbed not you!
Me: first of all آپ were just really angry at prince, And آپ are not as bad as Chris he raped me *starting to cry* آپ didn't
Ray: Being angry is no exception I shouldnt of stabbed آپ I'm sorry
Me: *Crying*
Ray: Why did آپ forgive me?
Me: I forgave آپ because I love you, Like another brother and because I know آپ didn't mean to hurt me, I think آپ just panicked and was really scared
Ray: Yes but...
Me:*I put my finger on his lips* ssshhhh no buts that's the end of it ok
Ray: Ok and I love آپ too♡
Me: I don't suggest we tell L.A about this little conversation
We both started laughing
Ray: He will come back آپ know, He can't leave you
Me: But Im pregnant with another man's baby, and I know how much he wanted a baby and I kept saying no because I'm to young, And now look at what's happened
Ray: It's ok he will be fine after a while it just needs to sink in...
Me: are آپ sure he'll be ok
Ray: Yes I'm sure
We left the room and went downstairs to find roc, L.A, autumn, alisha, prod, all just sitting there in shock, From there I knew someone has told them the whole story
I went and sat down اگلے to L.A and Roc
L.A: Are آپ keeping it?
Me: I'm getting an abortion tomorrow, I was hoping Princeton would be there with me, Uh I guess not!
L.A: We'll were still here for you, can I see your wrists
Me: Um ok *i showed her the cuts*
L.A: Don't they hurt?
Me: Sometimes, But please can we talk about something else
L.A: Yes let's talk about کرن, رے ray
Me: Um actually if آپ don't mind let's talk about prodigy, آپ never speak
Prod: What!!!
Me: starting from now all eyes and attention is on you
Prod: What should I say یا do?
L.A: Um well your a great singer so sing.
Me: To autumn
Autumn: *blushing**smiling*
He sang "I love you" to autumn and then kissed her for really long at the end of the song
Everyone: Aaaaaaaawwwww
L.A: That was too cute!
Now go outside and دکھائیں us some of your flips
Prod: Why?
L.A: Because its sexy
کرن, رے and roc: Hey!!
L.A: C'mon it's true
Alisha+Me+autumn: Yeah it's true
So he went outside and did some of his sexy back flips, front flips and side flips
Me: Sshheeesh this boy is skilled, He can act Dance,sing do tricks
Autumn: Don't forget amazing body!
L.A: Who could forget that!
Ray: Uh hello standing right here
L.A:I still love آپ baby no-one could ever replace آپ no matter what
L.A and کرن, رے started kissing, then roc and alisha, then prod and autumn
I just sat down and stared at the peace bracelet then I looked at the door then I mumbled "Please come back"